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I had a visit from Evalon the other night. Sort of a surprise, and lucky me she's not mad about me tricking her out of her blood so we had a good visit. I think when this apocalypse crap is over with I'm definitely taking her up on the vacation out of here in Europe.
They found Fred and brought her back home so it's just normal patrolling for the moment. Which actually I think I'm going to have to stay out of unless they need magic. I want to help but between work and trying to get any information I can for Angel and Wes and the constant spell casting I'm draining myself dry. Better to save it for a big nasty than use it all up and be unable to help should something needing the magic come up I think. Although I really like the way I'm so exhausted I just fall instantly into sleep instead of thinking. Or instead of having to drink my way there.
Plus between the exhaustion and talking to Ev about Lindsey and Evan I had some really um.. interesting..dreams. I dreamt about that dinner I had with Lindsey and for some reason about dancing with Evan. Disturbing, trying not to think about it. All I know is I was so tired I kept waking myself up and falling right back into the dreams and I felt like I didn't get a moment of rest the whole night.
plus the whole feeling like a junkie needing a fix thing I really don't want to think about
They found Fred and brought her back home so it's just normal patrolling for the moment. Which actually I think I'm going to have to stay out of unless they need magic. I want to help but between work and trying to get any information I can for Angel and Wes and the constant spell casting I'm draining myself dry. Better to save it for a big nasty than use it all up and be unable to help should something needing the magic come up I think. Although I really like the way I'm so exhausted I just fall instantly into sleep instead of thinking. Or instead of having to drink my way there.
Plus between the exhaustion and talking to Ev about Lindsey and Evan I had some really um.. interesting..dreams. I dreamt about that dinner I had with Lindsey and for some reason about dancing with Evan. Disturbing, trying not to think about it. All I know is I was so tired I kept waking myself up and falling right back into the dreams and I felt like I didn't get a moment of rest the whole night.
plus the whole feeling like a junkie needing a fix thing I really don't want to think about