what to say when words no longer seem enough?
Post Christmas, post new years, post valentine's.....I didn't lie about a break for awhile. Its just been a very up and down drama-filled few months. And those nearest and dearest to me know my thoughts on drama....if i wanted that life I would stayed going to the club all the time, drinking like a fish and dating assholes. I didn't take that route.
I wanted away from all that...I wanted to settle down some, act my age, find my soulmate, and move on...all of which I thought i had done. But a somewhat friend felt the need to try to invade and ruin my nice little life. Unfortunately for her, she failed and I still have the love of my life, a nice house which i shall soon be moving into (something she had hoped to do), and she's lost the best friend anyone could hope for. I guess it kinda sucks to be her....
I don't know if I'll ever frequent this page as much as I once did.....its been fueled by anger, aggression, depression, suicidal thoughts, and pain for too long. And I want to clear that slate away....start fresh...spring cleaning if you will.
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I wanted away from all that...I wanted to settle down some, act my age, find my soulmate, and move on...all of which I thought i had done. But a somewhat friend felt the need to try to invade and ruin my nice little life. Unfortunately for her, she failed and I still have the love of my life, a nice house which i shall soon be moving into (something she had hoped to do), and she's lost the best friend anyone could hope for. I guess it kinda sucks to be her....
I don't know if I'll ever frequent this page as much as I once did.....its been fueled by anger, aggression, depression, suicidal thoughts, and pain for too long. And I want to clear that slate away....start fresh...spring cleaning if you will.
<3