Blue eyebrows
Today I have blue eyebrows. And many people ask me how is that. Not so hard, I'd say. Now there are clear prints of them on the white sheet. I hate sleeping on pillows - except my spiky cushion. Am I sleeping now? Nope, just needed something to embrace. I will not sleep today. I already know...
What do I know? That alcohol sucks. I hate it, nevertheless, I'm drunk now. Had to. And nothing is worse than drunk sleeping. I also know I will throw up in about 6 minutes after the glass is empty - I cannot drink, and even the fact I'm doing this makes me sick. But is there a choise? It's a kind of punishment. Sorry for mistakes.
What am I doing? I know only why. Everything seems to have gone out of my control and I have to fight it by myself. I needed this shit to realise this and to get used to having nobody by my side. At least it is easier to fight independently. My victory is my victory, and the defeat is also my defeat. Isn't that cool?
I have my reasons. And I do not care if someone thinks something of me or not. Maybe this is the effect of alcohol people like? Anyway, it is not worth the shit it is followed by. All pain drowned in a glass comes out as soon as no beer is left.
What do I know? That alcohol sucks. I hate it, nevertheless, I'm drunk now. Had to. And nothing is worse than drunk sleeping. I also know I will throw up in about 6 minutes after the glass is empty - I cannot drink, and even the fact I'm doing this makes me sick. But is there a choise? It's a kind of punishment. Sorry for mistakes.
What am I doing? I know only why. Everything seems to have gone out of my control and I have to fight it by myself. I needed this shit to realise this and to get used to having nobody by my side. At least it is easier to fight independently. My victory is my victory, and the defeat is also my defeat. Isn't that cool?
I have my reasons. And I do not care if someone thinks something of me or not. Maybe this is the effect of alcohol people like? Anyway, it is not worth the shit it is followed by. All pain drowned in a glass comes out as soon as no beer is left.