Jan 18, 2009 20:07
Whatever hard it was to keep the household when I was alone, I liked it. The feeling of loneliness appeared only because it was holidays' time. Otherwise I'd be happy.
I am just often tired of people who suspect me in everything. Sometimes I feel as if I am a criminal. And sometimes I just don't want to talk to anyone, I need to pull all thoughts together or just carry out the idea of a new program. I need to turn the light on at night, and loud music too, sit down on the floor and draw another anime-styled D. fan art. I love my family, but I feel a bit guilty and weird when they're around all day long. I knwo I bother them, but can't do anything against myself.
Most of all I love being home alone in summer. And when D. is free and online... *dreams*
people,
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family,
holidays,
impression,
memories,
home alone,
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