Letter to Daniel
HELLO MY LOVE,
I HAVE LOVED YOU SINCE I FIRST MET YOU...I KNOW THAT IS A LITTLE SUDDEN. BUT I CANT LIE TO YOU...IT IS TURE. I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME AS WELL AND I KNOW THAT WE ARE MENT TO BE TOGETHER. WE ARE GOING TO HAVE OUR UPS AND OUR DOWNS NOT MATTER IF WE ARE TOGETHER OR NOT. BUT I FEEL LIKE THEY ARE NOT AS BAD WHEN I AM WITH YOU...
WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT SINCE WE FIRST MET. I MEAN I TOOK THE ONE THING THAT YOU HAD BEEN SAVING AND AS A RESULT WE CREATED LIFE THAT WAS APART OF US. A DAUGHTER...SHE WAS GOING TO BE THE ONE THAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED AND I KNOW WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE ALWAYS LOVED. I WISH THAT THINGS HAD NOT GONE SOUR, I KNOW THAT YOU WANTED THAT CHILD AND I KNOW THAT I WANTED THAT CHILD. BUT WE WERE NOT READY AND I AM WAITING TILL YOU ARE READY. I AM GOING TO WAIT FOR YOU, ONLY YOU. I KNOW THAT WHEN I AM WITH YOU I AM THE BEST THAT I CAN BE AND SO I KNOW THAT I AM GOING TO BE THE BEST MOTHER THAT I CAN BE WHEN WE HAVE THE CHILDREN THAT WE ARE DREAMING ABOUT...
YOU TELL ME THAT YOU SEE ME IN YOUR DREAMS AND I SEE YOU THERE IS NOT DOUBT ABOUT THAT. I AM ALWAYS GOING TO SEE YOU...YOU ARE IN MY DREAMS FOR A REASON. BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME AND I LOVE YOU. ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I AM ALWAYS GOING TO WAIT FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT. THAT IS WHAT I AM ALWAYS GOING TO DO SHOULD YOU EVER LEAVE, SO IF THAT WAS EVER A QUESTION I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW THAT I AM WILLING TO WAIT AS LONG AS I NEED TO. YOU ARE WORTH IT TO ME DANIEL, YOU REALLY ARE. I FEEL LIKE YOU ARE THE ONE AND I AM SCARED ABOUT THAT BUT I AM ALSO READY TO SETTLE DOWN AND HAVE A FAMILY WITH YOU AND I BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE READY TO. WHEN WE MOVE IN TOGETHER I KNOW THAT IS GOING TO BE IT AND I CAN'T WAIT TILL THAT DAY HAPPENS. EVERY DAY I LOOK FORWARD TO MORE AND MORE BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I WILL EITHER SEE YOU OR TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE AND YEAH SOMETIME THE PHONE DOES NOT CUT IT BUT I WILL TAKE THAT OVER NOTHING ANY OLD DAY OF THE WEEK.
I GUESS WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY TO YOU BUT I AM NOT DOING VERY WELL IS THAT I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. YOU ARE THE MAN THAT I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR SINCE THE ACCIDENT AND I KNOW THAT NOW. I THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE AND INSTEAD YOUR ARE EVERYTHING BUT EVERYONE ELSE. AND I LOVE YOU MORE FOR THAT EVERYDAY. SO THANK YOU FOR SAVING ME AND PICKING ME UP AND PUTTING ME BACK TOGETHER AND THEN WATCHING OVER ME. YOU ARE TRULEY TO GOOD TO ME BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING TO SAY THAT YOU ARE NOT.
I FEEL LIKE I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU OVER AND OVER AGIN EVERY DAY. AND WHEN YOU ARE NOT HERE I AM HURTING AND MISSING YOU.
I LOVE YOU
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER,
YOUR BLUE TEDDYBEAR