poor emily
yesterday was emily's birthday. (it was also my cousins, andrea's b day too.) me and crystal was gonna go to church with her in georgiana (where kevin, her "guy friend" goes to church at) well i met her at freds a lil b4 6 and crystal wasnt there yet so we went all the way to her house and she wasnt there either. her mom said that she had went to town to meet us. so we called her cell and told her to just go to emilys house cause emily still had to get ready and it takes a good lil while to get to that church. well earlier emily found out that a gurl at her school (and in her class) died (yeah, on her birthday). it turns out that, that gurl was also a twin and was prolly gonna be valivictorian or solutitorian (whatever, however u spell it). that is like really sad! one of ur friends dieing on ur birthday. so we were on our way to church. we got there about 5 mins late. emily was dressed up all cute for kevin and everything. well kevin was no where to be found. so after the singing and everything b4 the preaching starts all the youth goes to the youth room. well we had been in there for about 15 mins. and then kevin walks in with this other gurl, sandy. he knew that it was emily's birthday and that she was coming over there. he did not say a word to emily that is after he got done greeting everyone else in the youth group besides us. i guess crystal gave him an evil look and then he waved at emily. that friday night (when me and crystal spent the night at emily's and kevin came to watch a movie with us) emily was talkin about sandy to him and he said that she was alright and that he kinda liked her. he said that she was kinda wild though and that he had been tryin to get her in church. crystal was jokin around last friday about how much guys are jerks and he was like "well we dont mean to be, it just happenes sometimes". and if that wasnt the biggest lie he had told. man that was messed up. him showing up with another gurl, then us finding out that they were going together now, emily driving all the way over there to see him, and it being emily s birthday of all days. now that was a jerk. and not only that, but him being a Christian. it s like, u could expect that out of a non Christian but not a Christian. i just dont think that was right, especially him knowing how much emily liked him and then him saying that he liked her too. that hurt emily's feelings so bad. we could tell that emily was about to start crying so we had it planned out. she was gonna get up and walk out, then a few seconds later me and crystal was gonna walk out. so we left and went back to the church over here, even if it was to catch the ending of it. well i guess thats about it on emily.
well i wasnt able to go paintball fighting with tyler and marshall :( . i havent heard from them (tyler and marshall) since monday, i think.
julie and them came back home yesterday from the childrens hospital. she has stitches on each of her feet. b4 we got her wheel chair earlier today she had to crawl, doctors orders. it was an infection in her feet. she will have to use her wheel chair for about 2 weeks. i was so happy that they came back home. it was so boring when they were gone. i was down here to visist them all and they were gone. i got tired of just sitting at home by myself.
i was so happy to see anna last night. she is so PRECIOUS!!!!!! she will be 3 in november. i love her so much!!! she came and ran up to me last night with her arms open and screamed "heather, i love u" as i picked her up to hug her.
i have really been worrying about talkin to my dad about moving back to greenville. i am gonna have to talk to him when i go back home, which willl prolly be this saturday. i am scared. i love my dad and i dont wanna hurt him. i dont want it to turn into a screaming and yelling fight i wanna have a normal, calm coversation with him. i want him to be understanding and i want him to realize whats best for me. i have got to just put it in God's hands and let His will be done. God has a perfect will and i just pray that i am in His favor when it comes to my situation. GOD knows the desires of my heart and He knows whats best for me. well i guess i am out now. please, everyone, be in prayer for me about where i will be living at. please just take like at least 2 seconds just to ask God to help me in this matter and that mine and my dads convo about this would be an effective one and a calm one. thanx everyone. laterz and God bless. o yeah, when i go back home (butler) i prolly wont be able to update for a while cause i think the computer is still down. just dont think that i forgot about yall and dont forget about me. everyone needs to check out ephesians in the new testiment. i love reading in that area (begining with the corinthians) of the new testiment. its my favorite part of the Bible. XI ~*coVergUrl*~