May 31, 2005 22:02
No matter what i say or do ill never get back what i truly desire in my life its ruined and i wish that it would change back to what it once was an not disrupted by outsiders who are jealous of what they cant have, so they ruin something special that two people have with one another then the unthinkable that they said wouldnt happen happens, one breaks the others trust and also their heart by listening to the deathly things called lies and the beatiful thing they once had is gone dead burried in the ground.
The one who wont let go tries so hard not to give up with the other even though that one wont even talk to the one that wont give up on the thing they once had, because the deathly lies have brain washed her young fragile little mind to do what wasn't right. the one who wont let go only hopes for the other to see what is the truth and maybe just come back and join him in what should have been a strong relationship of the happiness they shared mentally and emotionally.
The one who wont let go is walking around hating everyone and everything about what has happened and wishes the wicked lie teller would have just left them alone and gone away in peace, but it didnt go that way at all.
Only the one who brkoe this can repair all the damage done to him, as he looks at the pictures of them together he wishes and hopes for another chance in this thing they once had. Onnlt time will tell if they can fix the wrongs and make them right and heal the wounds done to him by her. As of now he is racing his life more and more towards death and things that cause it to come swiftly.
The one who wont let go dont want much form this just someone to care for and love annd the same done to him and to be happy and be with the person he wants to be with. And the wicked who try to destroy the nice thingd others had should die and be killed swiftly and showen no mercey at all.
As i write i cry just thinkin about why this had to be wriiten just makes me upset alot.