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Do you ever get this thing people call love?
you go out with someone then all of a sudden you feel like something is missing?
You start to be noticed by more and more people and wish you were single again but cant take the feeling everyday of being alone and not having anyone to call your own?
I do
I wish I had freind's who actually were my freind's, and just didn't act like it.
That weren't shallow and weren't asses to me and just decide to talk to me cuz i'm me and that shit.
I wish I could just leave and never come back and start all over again. new people new life new love. But I can't i still have those thoughts of somepeople who hurt me and how i just let them slip out from my grip. I loved them and they led me on to think i could have had a chance to be with them.
She knows who she is.
I'm not emo I dont try to kill myself i suffer from what the doc and others tell me is a form of depression that i really didn't show untill these later months all this time it has builded up inside of me growin and getting worse.
Now its time to let it all out.
I love....but also i hate them just as much for hurtin me for no reason I shouldn't have said I didn't care because really i did care.
I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE .
That time behind zacks house when you asked me if I cared and i said no when i showed you the word hate in my arm i didn't mean it at all.
I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE .
When we were at brandonbrug with zack and mallory and that picture of them on the peir i wish i was in a picture with you but i cant happen we are totally different.
If any thing i want you to know is that I DO CARE no matter whart happens and I'm sorry for everything i'm sorry for coming into your life and wasting so uch time of your life.
you go out with someone then all of a sudden you feel like something is missing?
You start to be noticed by more and more people and wish you were single again but cant take the feeling everyday of being alone and not having anyone to call your own?
I do
I wish I had freind's who actually were my freind's, and just didn't act like it.
That weren't shallow and weren't asses to me and just decide to talk to me cuz i'm me and that shit.
I wish I could just leave and never come back and start all over again. new people new life new love. But I can't i still have those thoughts of somepeople who hurt me and how i just let them slip out from my grip. I loved them and they led me on to think i could have had a chance to be with them.
She knows who she is.
I'm not emo I dont try to kill myself i suffer from what the doc and others tell me is a form of depression that i really didn't show untill these later months all this time it has builded up inside of me growin and getting worse.
Now its time to let it all out.
I love....but also i hate them just as much for hurtin me for no reason I shouldn't have said I didn't care because really i did care.
I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE .
That time behind zacks house when you asked me if I cared and i said no when i showed you the word hate in my arm i didn't mean it at all.
I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE I DO CARE .
When we were at brandonbrug with zack and mallory and that picture of them on the peir i wish i was in a picture with you but i cant happen we are totally different.
If any thing i want you to know is that I DO CARE no matter whart happens and I'm sorry for everything i'm sorry for coming into your life and wasting so uch time of your life.