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Aug 04, 2005 12:13

BURN IT DOWN

Warped Tour was fucking sweet, Avenged sevenfold was great plus i got their autographs all of them, Thrice was fucking awesome too. I loved it, my true side came out, down with all music and ready for whats next.
The bled and thrice 10/22 me and zack are going.
It was so fucking hot though, and the pits were all great and so were the bottle fights if you were there you know what i mean.
OH GOD WHY ME
Why am i so crushed, i have no luck with girls now, i did, now i dont, my heart cant take anymore of this fucking bullshit games girls like to play with me.
1st it was marjorie but hey i kinda fucked that up but everyone needs a second chance to prove themselves to someone.

2nd it was rachel who led me to think i had something with this beautiful girl who was just so fuckin awesome yes at times i was an ass to her but i was confused on what to do, especally because of the way i liked her like i did. Well the truth came out a few weeks ago. My heart was torn out and whipped out the window of a high building. We dont even talk anymore and it hurts so bad when i think about it i miss talking to her and her voice helped me to be strong, i just wish things would have been good between us if we were together it would have been great for me and her. if she would have just seen the real me the one who only few have been around. i wish we could have had something in the future to come. hopefully i could get another chance to show my true feelings.

3rd was cassy who i was trying to get over rachel but always liked she is the female to me loud and mean, rude and that shit, after rachel tore my heart out cassy came over and we partied at some place and i got close to her and what did i do i fell for her im stupid and i got hurt cuz she has a boyfriend who she got while i was over last time, maybe sometime we'll work something out.

Andrea...nothings happened yet bad or good, we get along but shes really cool and i am so happy when we're together those few times anyways. i hope things work out for the best. i dont want to het hurt. i couldnt stand being hurt again. she is so great everything about her i adore. i do the most is her laugh when she laughs i just think about so much stuff. she is such a great person too, shes really nice to me and shit. i really like her there is so much stuff i want to say but it'll be said all in good time.
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