Jun 29, 2005 16:10
Today is hot and I'm so fuckin bored I didn't get to c Rachel today but maybe tomarrow I will befor she leaves or something.
I hate life when there isn't anything to do but sit around I need to do shit befor football starts and I'm fucked on time.
I want to do something so bad or I want somebody so bad It hurts to thinks about. Itz to early to do anything about I dont want to ruin my chance if there is one at all, in which I hope there is a chance.
My life is so god damm boring and I hate it so much I wonder what it would be like I f I was dead? would I be forgotten? would I'd be missed? Would anybody care? Who would miss me the most? Would I be lost forever adn still loved if I was loved by someone?
TELL ME ALL THESE ANSWERS TO MY LIFE