Something that i look forward to in my life.
I've been thinkin alot lately and i have been thinking of someone that i once could have maybe had but I didnt get.
This person met alot to me just last year in my 10th grade year, i met this person 2nd semester and i wish i would have met this someone sooner in my years at anchor bay.
I feel for this someone so fast as we talked alot in 4th hour and soon i was thinking about what to do with my life and she was alwayz on my mind.
I was going insane just thinkin about her and sson we were close alwayz talkin on the phone and stuff. I never knew what to do with her cause i was too chicken to try to do anything with her and to bring her closer to me and stuff.
I didn't know if she felt the same way towards me as i felt towarsd her and i was crushed when the end of the year was coming fast.
I soon found myself watching her cry in class because she was with a freind of mine at the time and he knew i was into her and he had her so he made me hurt her by breaking up with her for him and i hurt me the most watching the person i liked cry all hour.
She is so beatiful in every way to me and i wish that we would have had somethign betwwen us besides being friends, cause too me she is everythinng.
This year i tryred to forget about my feelings for her i even dated a few girls which i didnt keep and in which one of them hurt me real bad. And now that summer is here i can't forget about my feelings for her.
Time is a issue here only one more year left to something i will regert for a long time if itz not done this year. I would only wish i do do it and not chikcen out like i alwayz do and hate my self for not doing it and miss the chance i might have with this someone that i think about all the time.
And I hope this someone knows who they are, it would tear me apart if they didnt know who they were after reading this.
This person met alot to me just last year in my 10th grade year, i met this person 2nd semester and i wish i would have met this someone sooner in my years at anchor bay.
I feel for this someone so fast as we talked alot in 4th hour and soon i was thinking about what to do with my life and she was alwayz on my mind.
I was going insane just thinkin about her and sson we were close alwayz talkin on the phone and stuff. I never knew what to do with her cause i was too chicken to try to do anything with her and to bring her closer to me and stuff.
I didn't know if she felt the same way towards me as i felt towarsd her and i was crushed when the end of the year was coming fast.
I soon found myself watching her cry in class because she was with a freind of mine at the time and he knew i was into her and he had her so he made me hurt her by breaking up with her for him and i hurt me the most watching the person i liked cry all hour.
She is so beatiful in every way to me and i wish that we would have had somethign betwwen us besides being friends, cause too me she is everythinng.
This year i tryred to forget about my feelings for her i even dated a few girls which i didnt keep and in which one of them hurt me real bad. And now that summer is here i can't forget about my feelings for her.
Time is a issue here only one more year left to something i will regert for a long time if itz not done this year. I would only wish i do do it and not chikcen out like i alwayz do and hate my self for not doing it and miss the chance i might have with this someone that i think about all the time.
And I hope this someone knows who they are, it would tear me apart if they didnt know who they were after reading this.