here we go again.
so here i am siting in the normal job induced daze of a tuesday. i have been expecting some email from a few friends and so far nothing. i was hoping to hear from my friend Kathy about her new job or shauntae about her plans this week. around me is the every day humm and mindless noise of the people i work with. i am not looking forward to this weekend cause i have nothing planed. perhaps i will hit area 51 this weekend or if things work me and Kathy will do a bit of drinking again.
i have been feeling a bit lonly and since its been about 20 month since i have last had a GF the lonlyness is understandable. its not that i was looking for these 20 some odd month. cause i havent. funny thing about betrayal its hardens your for a while. but now i am looking again sort of get the feet wet thing. i know who i would date if i had the chance. so the plan tonight is home then finsh the house work. watch 50 first dates again then to bed. will i follow this plane...shrug... who knows.
i have been feeling a bit lonly and since its been about 20 month since i have last had a GF the lonlyness is understandable. its not that i was looking for these 20 some odd month. cause i havent. funny thing about betrayal its hardens your for a while. but now i am looking again sort of get the feet wet thing. i know who i would date if i had the chance. so the plan tonight is home then finsh the house work. watch 50 first dates again then to bed. will i follow this plane...shrug... who knows.