Tragic...

[gothic_babygirl]

So the whole happy thing is good. But OF COURSE happieness for me is a temp. thing. My 3 months with Barrett, (the love,) happened to coinside with on year after Glauko killed himself and that kinda sucks. When I came home from Revere after chilling with Barrett and Chris all day I cam home and called Glauko's mother Anita. I talked to her a lot, even though most of the conversation was in Spanish it all worked out in the end. She misses me and honestly I miss her, Glauko's house was kinda like my second home for a while and I still have the phone number memorised. But today kinda really sucked. I had a major migrane all school but I got to leave an hour early so I came home for a little then went to my appointment and then came home and the usual shit ya know? SSDD. I really don't want to be alone, but of course the times I need people most is when I'm stuck by myself. Its not anyone's fault, I expect it almost. Everyone is busy, they always are really. I just don't wanna be here alone. My mom isn't even here, but oh well. She may as well not be here when she is. Whatever. The whole sillieness thing needs to happen. I kinda really miss Fred, whenever I felt like this he was here in 2.2 seconds and made me smile. I kinda really miss him a lot. But I fucked that up. But still, I wish that I didn't and I'm glad that he's happy.
Oh well...
Byez,
~Katie the FrEak of DarkPrincessville