Another Day In My Miserable Life
Well ... Today was boaring once again.. you know how I cut when i feel deppressed to release every thing .. Well Its back.. and I'm actually crying i have no clue why :(
Well 1 thing has been bothering me .. Not Really bothering me .. just making me sad..
See my brother (not real brother) well hes 17 and hes really kool and we tell each other everyhing.. and hes totally awsome .. and i dunno wut id do with out him.. Well Recently Hes been getting close with a gurl his age "melissa" and you know how people there age are.. they spend every minute together.. I dont want to tell him how I feel because i dont want him to feel bad.. He's Already Hanging Out With Her alot and we talk less and less:( and i just dont wanna lose himm .. he means so much to me ..
I Really hope he dont read this :( If Yes .. I Dont Know What Ill Say..
Lisa
I <3 Eric