Apr 07, 2004 16:07
god im so fucking bored at work.....file file file all fucking day....id rather be doing other things right now like hangin out or smokin a bowl.....but the bills gotta get paid some how......its all because of the man......its The Man's fault we have to work and pay bills and shit......fuck it.....
anyhow lenny and his family are in japan right now.....(lucky fuckers)......i havent written in a while and i know i updated it like a onth and half ago but i guess my computer or the site was buggion out on me and it fucked it all up i dont even remember what the fuck i put in it anyways......im sure there was another song involved but oh well......
Gonna go to Bonzai on the 23rd of april.....thatll rock so hard.....me and C are gonna get fucked up and go to a really good show woooohoooooooo......=P heh.....man y do the ppl u dont want always end up interested in you.....i have a friend that i look at like a brother but he is like so into me.....the last time we went out was for my friend gwen's boyfriends virthday to a restraunt called the porcao (fucking expensive meat place but so yummy) i was needless to say drunk just because i wanted to be full of good food.....will took me home he asked me if he could kiss me i told him no cause i didint feel comfortable with it and he was like well ok i accept that answer *pshhh not like he had any other choice anyways*
we hung out for awhile i went and poured some wine inside for us and we chilled in my car listening to my kick ass stereo and talking while i puffed on a much needed bowl......i was so trashed....it was great unlike the other night with C,craig, and marilyn.....
its kinda fucked up and i feel really bad cause i scared myself too....we were on our wy to blockbuster to rent some movies and we had smoke b4 we left (i think we smoked like 3 bowls b4 we left their place) anyhow....im drivin down the road and i stop at a red light.....the turning lane light turns green so i go thinking the other lights are green too only there are cars coming from the turning lane on the opposite side of the road t my car i was like oh fuck.....i was like this is not good but i couldnt do anything else so i just kept going and pulled into the bank of america that was there saying "hey C u said u needed to go to the atm so thats what we are gonna do"
he got out to go to the atm and i got out and sta in the passenger side...he starts walking back to the car and notices me in the passenger side and starts cracking up......that hasnt happened in a long time...i can drive drunk, tripping, rolling,high, tired....bah i just dont get it oh well
ok so im gonna stop there cause i dont wanna talk anymore i just wanna go home damn it and relax...my feet are killin me