Meh
have u ever had one of those ays when u just sit there and day dream about days gone by and wonder what would of hapened if u had done sumthing different? well i had one of those yesterday. i started thinkin bak to when i was with lauren and wondered if i had done things differently would i still be with her or not. i guess its cos i miss her i wanted to be mates but she doesnt want me in her life in anyway. i kinda still wanna be there for her but meh i guess i'll never get her bak. that kinda upsets me. meh gonna go now.