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LMAO. This just made my morning. I can go to class giggly and happy now.
A certain asshole, who will probably read still read this, finally deleted me from his other friends lists. It only took since what...July? Since he decided to be an asshole when I said I didn't want to be fuck buddies and he had to go off on me about it as usual? He easily could've kept me as a friend too if he hadn't been a bitch about everything and had just accepted normal friendship. Maybe not so easily...considering i've still got the fucking bruise on my neck from Indiana...but he would've had a chance. But you know what? Now I don't care anymore! ^_^ Having this time alone made me realize that. I have given up all sense of caring about a lost cause. I've got many better real friends now. Who don't constantly yell at me and badger me about things and try to change who I am. Friends who REALLY care about me and are there for me...not ones who just pretend to because they're supposed to.
Other than a few emo moments when I ranted in here, i'm actually doing really well this semeser. Better than the past year. I may miss having someone to hold me at night, but i'll find that again eventually...just a matter of time. This time though i'm going to wait to find someone who isn't an uptight, unmotivated, lying, abusive asshole though. Someone who doesn't purposely try to make me feel like shit almost every single time they talk to me. And I know I can too. I'm done letting people walk all over me and have their way. I'm stronger than that now. And I will throw someone's ass to the curb if they mistreat me from now on.
I'm off to class now and then possibly hanging out with Pete before going to tonight's APO meeting...have a great day everyone! ^_^ And remember...don't let jerks get you down! Ignore them and eventually they'll go away <3
A certain asshole, who will probably read still read this, finally deleted me from his other friends lists. It only took since what...July? Since he decided to be an asshole when I said I didn't want to be fuck buddies and he had to go off on me about it as usual? He easily could've kept me as a friend too if he hadn't been a bitch about everything and had just accepted normal friendship. Maybe not so easily...considering i've still got the fucking bruise on my neck from Indiana...but he would've had a chance. But you know what? Now I don't care anymore! ^_^ Having this time alone made me realize that. I have given up all sense of caring about a lost cause. I've got many better real friends now. Who don't constantly yell at me and badger me about things and try to change who I am. Friends who REALLY care about me and are there for me...not ones who just pretend to because they're supposed to.
Other than a few emo moments when I ranted in here, i'm actually doing really well this semeser. Better than the past year. I may miss having someone to hold me at night, but i'll find that again eventually...just a matter of time. This time though i'm going to wait to find someone who isn't an uptight, unmotivated, lying, abusive asshole though. Someone who doesn't purposely try to make me feel like shit almost every single time they talk to me. And I know I can too. I'm done letting people walk all over me and have their way. I'm stronger than that now. And I will throw someone's ass to the curb if they mistreat me from now on.
I'm off to class now and then possibly hanging out with Pete before going to tonight's APO meeting...have a great day everyone! ^_^ And remember...don't let jerks get you down! Ignore them and eventually they'll go away <3