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Sorry for my outrage yesterday everyone.
These anti depressants are obviously not helping. If I keep on interacting with the people who bring me down, if I keep on LETTING them bring me down, it'll never get better. I just really need to calm myself down and take some time to myself.
I'll still be online, I will still talk to most of you. Please don't be offended if you're someone I don't talk to for awhile though. I just seriously need to get my head together and I can't do that when i'm interacting with people who don't like me for who I am. I need to come to terms with who I am, I need to learn to accept and love myself for who I am. And until I am comfortable, there are some people i'm not going to speak to. I can't have people interfere with my self discovery or else it will be tainted to try and match what they want of me. If you are one of them, and you don't hear from me for awhile, i'm sorry. But I need to do this for myself...for my own sanity.
Thanks to everyone who's been supportive and left comments...you're awesome and it means a lot to me. I have read every comment that's been left, i've just been so in a daze between work and surgery and everything that I haven't really gotten to respond, nor read your lj's. I'm sorry for that. I hope things will work themselves out soon and i'll be okay again. I hope you're all doing well.
These anti depressants are obviously not helping. If I keep on interacting with the people who bring me down, if I keep on LETTING them bring me down, it'll never get better. I just really need to calm myself down and take some time to myself.
I'll still be online, I will still talk to most of you. Please don't be offended if you're someone I don't talk to for awhile though. I just seriously need to get my head together and I can't do that when i'm interacting with people who don't like me for who I am. I need to come to terms with who I am, I need to learn to accept and love myself for who I am. And until I am comfortable, there are some people i'm not going to speak to. I can't have people interfere with my self discovery or else it will be tainted to try and match what they want of me. If you are one of them, and you don't hear from me for awhile, i'm sorry. But I need to do this for myself...for my own sanity.
Thanks to everyone who's been supportive and left comments...you're awesome and it means a lot to me. I have read every comment that's been left, i've just been so in a daze between work and surgery and everything that I haven't really gotten to respond, nor read your lj's. I'm sorry for that. I hope things will work themselves out soon and i'll be okay again. I hope you're all doing well.