Of Love and Hate
Title: Of Love and Hate
Author: gothgurl01
Rating: R(overall)
Pairing: M.Shadows/ Synyster Gates
Summary:"Who the fuck do they think they are"
Disclaimer: I bought them on ebay!!!!
My darling beta
lizbeth_rapture is the most amazing beta ever!!!~!!
Chapter 3
“Man, these cuts are pretty bad.” Jimmy stated, “We should take him to the hospital.”
“No.” Matt said quickly.
“Are you fucking crazy?” Yelled Johnny, “Those cuts are really deep. He needs stitches.”
Matt shook his head, “Didn’t you guys see the way he flinched when his dad yelled at him. This has obliviously been going on for awhile now. If he wanted someone to find out what was going on he would have said something.”
“Maybe he is just too cared to say anything.” Zacky suggested.
“It is not our place to tell. I don’t like it anymore than you do.” Matt said sullenly, “Lets just clean them up and bandage them ok.”
Matt was shocked. He didn’t understand why Brian’s dad would do that to him. Brian’s dad degusted him; no parent should ever treat their children that way.
Knowing what Brian went through at home made them all fee guilty. They were no better than Brian’s dad and Brian’s dad degusted them. T hey carefully removed the glass from Brian’s flesh and cleaned the wounds. Brian hissed in pain as the peroxide hit his cuts. They bandaged his wounds with gauze they found in the bathroom. They placed him on the couch and fell into complete silence, not wanting to wake Brian.
Matt felt his heart clenched painfully at the sight of Brian’s bruised and broken body. An overwhelming urge to protect him spread throughout his body. Brian looked so vulnerable lying there on the couch. He felt guilty for making Brian’s pain worse.
Matt looked up when he heard a low pain filled groan come from Brian. Brian’s eyes flickered opened and saw Matt’s concerned face inches from his own.
“Are you ok?”
“What do you think?” Brian snapped, “You guys didn’t have to stay you know.”
“We wanted to.” Matt whispered, “What do you think your doing? You need to rest, lay back down.” Matt gently tried to push him down.
“Matt is right. You could tear the cuts open.” Johnny said.
Brian’s eyes narrowed in anger. Who the fuck do they think they are, Brian thought.
“Since when do you guys care about my well-being?” Brian said coldly
They were shocked by the tone in Brian’s voice. They never heard someone say anything in such a cold voice.
“I think you guys should leave now.” Brian whispered.
They didn’t want to leave, especially Matt. He felt guilty for what he had done and wanted to repay Brian. His chest tightened painfully at the thought of leaving Brian by himself, but he could do nothing about it.
Brian sighed in relief when they finally left. He didn’t want their pity. Them helping him out of pity only brought him pain. He didn’t want their help unless they just wanted to help him. After all they had done to him; pity was the only real explanation.
Sighing once again, Brian fell into a peaceful slumber.
Matt was shocked speechless when he saw Brian walk into the school Monday morning. He knew Brian was in no shape to be at school today.
What the hell is he thinking? Matt thought, Is he trying to kill himself.
Matt walked up to Brian and grabbed his wrist gently. Matt lead Brian slowly out of the school and down the street. He ignored Brian’s sounds and questions of protest. He stopped outside of his apartment and opened the door. Matt pulled Brian in and closed the door.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Brian heatedly asked.
“You know as well as I do that you are in no condition to be moving around.” Matt answered.
“I don’t need your help.” Exclaimed Brian.
“Well to bad because I am not going anywhere and neither are you.” Declared Matt, “Now go lie down on the couch and get some rest.”
Brian’s shoulders fell in defeat and walked over to the couch. He sat his school bag down on the floor beside the couch and laid down. A warm blanket was draped a crossed him. He looked up to see Matt’s face smiling down at him. Brian mumbled a small thank you and quickly fell asleep.
Matt was happy that Brian wasn’t being difficult. He leaned down and stared at Brian’s beautiful peaceful sleeping face. He didn’t understand why he got this feeling only when he was around Brian.
Matt looked at Brian’s sleeping face, he unconsciously leaned forward until his lips were centimeters away from Brian’s own. He wanted to know if Brian’s lips were as soft as they looked. Matt closed the distance quickly and kissed Brian softly.
Matt pulled back quickly and let out a sigh of relief. Brian was still sleeping peacefully. He got up and laid down o the loveseat. He had come to the conclusion that he had feelings for Brian, but he would never tell him. He had done a lot to make Brian’s life miserable. He knew Brian probably hated him and he had every right to.
Matt was also confused about his feelings. He had never been so mutable with his feelings before. He loved to make Brian miserable and now all he wanted to do was protect and love him. He never experienced such a sudden change of heart before.
Sighing heavily, Matt closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
Author: gothgurl01
Rating: R(overall)
Pairing: M.Shadows/ Synyster Gates
Summary:"Who the fuck do they think they are"
Disclaimer: I bought them on ebay!!!!
My darling beta
lizbeth_rapture is the most amazing beta ever!!!~!!
Chapter 3
“Man, these cuts are pretty bad.” Jimmy stated, “We should take him to the hospital.”
“No.” Matt said quickly.
“Are you fucking crazy?” Yelled Johnny, “Those cuts are really deep. He needs stitches.”
Matt shook his head, “Didn’t you guys see the way he flinched when his dad yelled at him. This has obliviously been going on for awhile now. If he wanted someone to find out what was going on he would have said something.”
“Maybe he is just too cared to say anything.” Zacky suggested.
“It is not our place to tell. I don’t like it anymore than you do.” Matt said sullenly, “Lets just clean them up and bandage them ok.”
Matt was shocked. He didn’t understand why Brian’s dad would do that to him. Brian’s dad degusted him; no parent should ever treat their children that way.
Knowing what Brian went through at home made them all fee guilty. They were no better than Brian’s dad and Brian’s dad degusted them. T hey carefully removed the glass from Brian’s flesh and cleaned the wounds. Brian hissed in pain as the peroxide hit his cuts. They bandaged his wounds with gauze they found in the bathroom. They placed him on the couch and fell into complete silence, not wanting to wake Brian.
Matt felt his heart clenched painfully at the sight of Brian’s bruised and broken body. An overwhelming urge to protect him spread throughout his body. Brian looked so vulnerable lying there on the couch. He felt guilty for making Brian’s pain worse.
Matt looked up when he heard a low pain filled groan come from Brian. Brian’s eyes flickered opened and saw Matt’s concerned face inches from his own.
“Are you ok?”
“What do you think?” Brian snapped, “You guys didn’t have to stay you know.”
“We wanted to.” Matt whispered, “What do you think your doing? You need to rest, lay back down.” Matt gently tried to push him down.
“Matt is right. You could tear the cuts open.” Johnny said.
Brian’s eyes narrowed in anger. Who the fuck do they think they are, Brian thought.
“Since when do you guys care about my well-being?” Brian said coldly
They were shocked by the tone in Brian’s voice. They never heard someone say anything in such a cold voice.
“I think you guys should leave now.” Brian whispered.
They didn’t want to leave, especially Matt. He felt guilty for what he had done and wanted to repay Brian. His chest tightened painfully at the thought of leaving Brian by himself, but he could do nothing about it.
Brian sighed in relief when they finally left. He didn’t want their pity. Them helping him out of pity only brought him pain. He didn’t want their help unless they just wanted to help him. After all they had done to him; pity was the only real explanation.
Sighing once again, Brian fell into a peaceful slumber.
Matt was shocked speechless when he saw Brian walk into the school Monday morning. He knew Brian was in no shape to be at school today.
What the hell is he thinking? Matt thought, Is he trying to kill himself.
Matt walked up to Brian and grabbed his wrist gently. Matt lead Brian slowly out of the school and down the street. He ignored Brian’s sounds and questions of protest. He stopped outside of his apartment and opened the door. Matt pulled Brian in and closed the door.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Brian heatedly asked.
“You know as well as I do that you are in no condition to be moving around.” Matt answered.
“I don’t need your help.” Exclaimed Brian.
“Well to bad because I am not going anywhere and neither are you.” Declared Matt, “Now go lie down on the couch and get some rest.”
Brian’s shoulders fell in defeat and walked over to the couch. He sat his school bag down on the floor beside the couch and laid down. A warm blanket was draped a crossed him. He looked up to see Matt’s face smiling down at him. Brian mumbled a small thank you and quickly fell asleep.
Matt was happy that Brian wasn’t being difficult. He leaned down and stared at Brian’s beautiful peaceful sleeping face. He didn’t understand why he got this feeling only when he was around Brian.
Matt looked at Brian’s sleeping face, he unconsciously leaned forward until his lips were centimeters away from Brian’s own. He wanted to know if Brian’s lips were as soft as they looked. Matt closed the distance quickly and kissed Brian softly.
Matt pulled back quickly and let out a sigh of relief. Brian was still sleeping peacefully. He got up and laid down o the loveseat. He had come to the conclusion that he had feelings for Brian, but he would never tell him. He had done a lot to make Brian’s life miserable. He knew Brian probably hated him and he had every right to.
Matt was also confused about his feelings. He had never been so mutable with his feelings before. He loved to make Brian miserable and now all he wanted to do was protect and love him. He never experienced such a sudden change of heart before.
Sighing heavily, Matt closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.