Dec 06, 2005 00:31
...being thrown topsy turvy in the grey tumult of love lately...facing so many directions but only a select smattering of options are valid. How typical is that, my wallopy friends of yore and yesteryear? your old friend, cattering to the knives of time after all these years and I'm STILL wandering aimlessly in the bog searching for that golden speck of sand. I give my ratings a boost by scraping away the white out to kinships past...but the true sketchings are still hazy at best...even in THAT open situation...where hearts can bond like 2 bodies of glass over an open flame.
I tried recently to link with a local girl...but my gulliver got lost in the mix when i failed to read the fine print. It was a singles site that featured this rancid ratings system which either lowered your ability to cope in this cold world...or it gave your confidence a boost so dramatically high that it made your head swell like an infection.
Well needless to say my ratings were low...lower then "a Gilbert Gottfried xmas"...if such an abomination was ever to aire.
Luckily the situation has passed and left no trace of poison or distasteful measures behind.
It was just a phaise, heh.
Other then that everything's been ok, I guess. No complaints or bellyaches...nothing I can't relieve myself anyways...
Xmas is coming...I have mixed emotions towards xmas now...there are certain attributions that I look forward to...but this years festivities might be waylayed due to the severe weather approaching. I enjoy cold dark weather but it's bordering beyond the bearable right now. It's inhuman! And the temperature within these walls...inhuman!! heh
what else what else...
I'm reading more...for the last few weeks I've been buried in a book or two...I'm thinking if I just maintained this cycle I could continue reading book after book...forever expanding my mind! :P heh...don't know if that's folklore or not...
anyways, I'll have further updates on my sordid lifestyle at a later date...
until then...