I FORGOT LIVEJOURNAL EXISTED!!!!
Between Myspace and Last Chaos, I forgot that I had an account on this. No one posts anymore, and no one reads these anymore. There is no point in doing this other than I want to. I can probably say anything I want and no one would read it anyway so it doesn't really matter. School is almost over, finally I get out of hell. I hate going there everyday and being nice to people I hate. Though I am just done being nice, and being a bitch is way more fun anyway. I am in love with this guy, but I don't think I will ever be with him, but at least my heart has found love, though I found it almost 2 years ago. I am a different person than I was when I made this account. I am much more mature and I have way better friends. Carey is no longer my best friend, thank god, after 9 years of trying to get rid of her, it finally worked. Anyway, Anna and Peyton are like the two best friends in the world and I'm glad to have them. So I'm going to college soon, and I hope to have a good time there and make something of myself.
I still write poetry, I am now a published poet, and it's amazing. I'm in the process of writing a book, well putting it together, of poetry. It will be awesome. I can get a publisher pretty easily now. I'm gonna be a writer. I love that. I will be more than you thought I could ever be. Doesn't it just make you angry? Funny how things happen like that. You thought you were better, but you never were, and you never will be. It's amazingly funny how great YOU think you are. No one else thinks that. I hope you are happy, because your life is more messed up since we parted than it would have ever been. It's very funny to watch your life spiral downward, and I will stand and laugh the whole time you die.
Tonight is not a good night for me. I have this unrelenting urge to just break on down, but I won't let myself do that because I'm too strong. I called Travis tonight and talked to him. I wanted to tell him that I love him. But I won't because we are both better off apart. Anyway, I'm going back to the world of Last Chaos and Myspace.
I still write poetry, I am now a published poet, and it's amazing. I'm in the process of writing a book, well putting it together, of poetry. It will be awesome. I can get a publisher pretty easily now. I'm gonna be a writer. I love that. I will be more than you thought I could ever be. Doesn't it just make you angry? Funny how things happen like that. You thought you were better, but you never were, and you never will be. It's amazingly funny how great YOU think you are. No one else thinks that. I hope you are happy, because your life is more messed up since we parted than it would have ever been. It's very funny to watch your life spiral downward, and I will stand and laugh the whole time you die.
Tonight is not a good night for me. I have this unrelenting urge to just break on down, but I won't let myself do that because I'm too strong. I called Travis tonight and talked to him. I wanted to tell him that I love him. But I won't because we are both better off apart. Anyway, I'm going back to the world of Last Chaos and Myspace.