Carry on, Keep romancing
Today is going to be a good day. I am dreading practice but I won't let today be bad like yesterday. It's not gonna get to me this time. He can't upset me today! That is my goal. I know Travis will be here for me when I get home to make me feel better so I guess I will be fine then. I'm just not looking forward to seeing him and seeing the way he looks at me. Oh well. Maybe today's playing will go better than yesterday's. I've practiced more so I dunno. I'm healthy and I have people who love me. My life is great. Home may be having troubles with money because Mom hasn't worked since March, but oh well. We will make it through. I'm getting a job to help out. I miss Peyton. I haven't talked to him much since my party because he left his phone with Peter, lame! And he leaves soon. Peyton, you better come over before you leave. I don't want to leave my house right now. I just don't want to put up with anyone right now. I want to stay home and have Travis come over and we watch a movie and eat popcorn. Oh that sounds fun. Anyway, I'm gonna go now, get ready for band tonight........