tell me where the tears come from
im sad, thats about all i have to say right now. i wanna cry but i cant. something is holding me back but i wanna cry. i hurt so bad right now. im tired of hurting. im tired of the pain i feel. i want it to be over with. i wish things could just be like they were before those two people ruined my life. maybe i shouldnt blame people. i should take responsibility for my own actions, but this would never have happened if it werent for those two. why does this still hurt? it happened at the beginning of february and i still cry myself to sleep over it. am i fat? cuz thats all i see when i look in the mirror. i cant see a skinny pretty girl that everyone else sees. all i see is this gross thing. im not worth anything anymore. the guys were right. all i see when i look into a mirror is something hideous. all i can hear in my head is their voices calling me fat. it hurts more than people might think. im still broken.......can i heal?