good morning
So I woke up in a great mood, except I had to pee like the dickens and it was freezing cold in the bathroom and the seat was like ice. I'm sure you didn't want to know that but I felt the need to share my experience with all of you. Anyway, I'm in one of the best moods ever. I'm over Zack for the most part. Of course I miss him but I don't want him ever again. I want to be with Travis, he's better for me. He's a better guy. Zack is great and all but he has issues that need to be worked out and I don't think I could stick around while he fixed them because it would hurt us both so bad. I just hope he can be okay. I want him to be happy but I have no idea how to make that happen. I'm just going to have to be there for him when he needs me. I hope he calls me today and let's me know he's better. I'm worried about him. Anyway, I'm listening to music and I'm all happy. If any of you reading this haven't read my poem on Myspace, go read it. I like it. I love Travis. He is great. He's so cute and so nice. I really wish he went to my school. I'm taking him to prom. One of these days we must all go to the mall so you can meet him. By "we" I mean me, Carey, Peyton, and Travis. But you guys might like him. I think you will. He's different than Zack at least. That's a big upgrade from what you guys thought of him. He plays the bass. I don't know if he's good but I'm just going to say that he is because I would think that anyway. So last night at the Legacy, the only good band was Synthetic Child. But they are my favorite which is why I think this. Two bands didn't show up. And I just didn't like the others. The first one to play, the singer was off key and the drummer was off beat. Maybe this only bugged me because I'm a music major. It didn't seem to bother Travis although he did notice it because I pointed it out and he's like "I know but it will be okay." So yeah, the second band had a metal version of the "Happy Happy Joy Joy" song. It was weird. I didn't hear it very well because Travis and I were outside on the sidewalk talking. That is it! Just talking and a bit of kissing. Nothing bad happened. Then later Jed and I went to the gas station because I wanted chocolate. When I got back Travis was on stage headbanging. Then he got into a mosh pit. I was worried because I mean, he's not exactly the biggest guy in the world. He's tall but very skinny and I was worried he would get hurt. But then again, he is always in the mosh pit. Then he got hot and took his shirt off. Let me just say WOW!!!! He's got a very nice 6 pack. I touched........can you blame me???? Anyway, then we went back outside and talked more. Jed made me leave and I was sad. Then he decided to drop the bomb of not going back to the legacy anymore. I am going to die if he really doesn't go. I mean, it's his choice but I want to go so bad and see Travis. I guess I will just have to plan other things to do with him. When I turn 18 I can get my license so I can drive myself to the legacy so that will be okay. That is half a year away. Travis and I will still be dating by then so I can see him. He's going to prom with me. I asked him last night and he said yes. He doesn't want to dress up. I'm going to ask him to dress nice but he doesn't have to wear a tux or anything. Although he will look really weird next to me in my big poofy dress or whatever I choose. Well, I am going to go now because this post had become extremely long. Peace love and chicken grease!