A Girl Loves Surprises

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So all day yesterday I kept calling Brandon wondering what he was doing. I was bored out of my mind since my classes end at 12ish every day. I love it though because I get the whole day to do whatever needs to be done. Planning it this way was soo much better than having later classes or skatterred ones. :-) Anyways, back to my point. So I called him around 12, 1, 2, 2:30, 3, and 3:30 and as each call went to his answering machine I got more heated that he wasn't answering. He doesn't have classes on M, W or F (lucky him) so I didn't know why he wasn't answering. Then I remembered it was Friday and he probably went out last night and got drunk. So I cut him a little slack figuring he was probably sleeping and working off a possibly hangover. So I cooled down and then finally around 4:15ish my room phone rang. I jumped and picked it up hoping it was Brandon. Low and behold, it was! So we talked for a few minutes and I was soo bored that I don't even remember what we talked about because I was excited I had someone to talk to. Before talking to him in between each time I called I went to Bed Bath and Beyond to get some closet organizers, I went to the gym, took a shower, ate some lunch.. I had ot find some way to entertain myself. So now it's a little after 4 and I am so happy to talk to him. Then he tells me to look outside at how nice it is .. and he's standing outside my bedroom window. How cute is that? I was so excited. He said the look on my face was adorable. I let him in a side door and just kissed and hugged him in my hallway. It sucks being at school because I can't see him every day like I do over the summer. It's like losing a best friend.. even though we still talk on the phone every day. So he came in and we settled down a little and watched some TV for a bit. Eventually we went out to dinner at the Texas roadhouse near my school - there bread is absolutely amazing! After that we rented.. quite possibly.. the worst movie I have ever seen and I am considering putting a note inside the case telling everyone to shut the shades and be ready for a lot of a gay, child molester.. simply fucked up scenes.. yea.. thats how bad it was. My DVD player even feels dirty after that movie. We went to bed around 11:30ish since he had to get up in the morning. cuddling with him all night long is.. amazing. His body is so warm, his skin so smooth, he's just so peaceful when he's sleeping. (Not that he isn't otherwise) He left this morning around 7am to go to work in Ashburnham - I think that must have been a looong ride from here. I am just so happy he came to see me. I can honetly say that my boyfriend is amazing in every possible way there is. And I am so happy it'll be 3 years in October. 3 years of complete and total happiness. There isn't a single moment that I can't call him to talk about something that has been bugging me, or just simply rant for a while. He'll listen to every word i say and help me calm down and work it out. If I have to cry, he's there. If I have a secret, I can share it with him and he won' t tell ANYONE. (you know you can't find that in anyone these days..) And if I am just so happy about something, he'll let me talk about it for hours and just let me be happy, and he'll be happy for me. I can't wait for Thanksgiving, and Christmas break, and summer - because I know when I go back to Danvers, he is the one person I can completely count on for anything in the world. No matter where I am or what I am doing. He's always going to be there for him, and I'm always going to be there for him as well.

Even though I only got to spend about 16 hours with him. All I needed was to see his face, feel his touch and hear his voice for me to be happy until the next time I see him. :) A girl like me just looves surprises like that.. Siiigh

I Love him sooo much