Man....

Jan 18, 2005 13:14

It sure has been a long time since I posted something in here. Oh well.

I will say one thing and that is I had the weirdest dream last night. I dreamt that I had a baby girl. It kind of scared me to be honest. I am a little afraid to get pregnant right now because I have so much that is going on and I fear that I wouldn't be a good mother but at the same time I feel that if I do get pregnant that I would do whatever it takes to make sure that my baby was well taken care of and I would be the best mother in the world.

I think this stemmed from something that happened last night. Joe and I were at a friends house who for this story we will call Jim. Well Jim and his so-called girlfriend who will be called Jill were arguing because Jim has a 6 year old daughter who we will call Julie. Well Jim allowed Julie to eat some candy that was apparently Jill's. This cause Jill to become enraged and started to scream at Jim infront of Julie. I thought this was completely wrong. So being the person that I am and feeling it is completely wrong to argue and scream like that infront of little kids I took Julie outside to play with her to keep her from hearing what was going on. Needless to say came my dream. I think that all this going on and my acting like any mother would by taking the child from a bad situation caused me do dream that I had a little girl of my own.

Ok enough for now.. What would be you thoughts on this... Anyone...?
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