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I hate this feeling of being pulled in all direction. I want to go back to Christchurch to live, I am worried about getting contents insurance for a rental once I get there, I don't know how long it will be until i get the message from a higher being to set the ball rolling to sell my house and to move, I'm concerned another big quake will hit CHCH. I feel trapped living in Tauranga, it is not the city I thught it would be when I moved here, it is more geared for going to, to die, it is full of old people waiting to meet there creator, there is nothing exciting to do here, there is no jobs here. Ihate this feeling of being trapped and being confused it's bloody horrible.
I want to be in CHCH to be close to my oldest daughter, I miss her so much, I love her and I want to be closer to her.
I want to be in CHCH to be close to my oldest daughter, I miss her so much, I love her and I want to be closer to her.