hello ol friend

[gothboy4]

Forgive me lj for i have sinned , i have coverted that  slut and harlot,facebook you so  greatly dispise. ah i was weak , however out of curiousity i have checked in , my it has been a while so so soooooo much has happened these last months , lots of events , things , trivialities that are usualy reported in lenght here are now elsewhere , iv been reminissing about the old mode of existance i used to live before uni , before work , before the chelsea break up , how shes been on my mind for some reason latly why? although the way we parted will still leave a risidual burning that will smolder for a long long time still , i cant help but think that a part of me misses her , why did i do the things i did ? i can see so much how she loved me ,and  yet things whent the way they did i suppose she still dosent want nothing to do with me ever again but i still wonder what shes been up 2 i have a feeling she still wants to kill me , mmmm , i shant dwell on it .

but yes ol frined do come and see me sometime lj