Jan 03, 2008 02:13
Wow... Why is it that even when you see the hurt coming, it doesn't make it any easier to handle? Maybe it does make it easier..but not by much.. I know this is vague..And I'm kinda sorry for those of you who will actually read it. I'm just alone and need to talk about something that shouldn't even be bothering me this soon.. I feel like I lost something..someone..who I never really had to begin with. So I know I shouldn't feel so empty, but I guess it's just because never felt so complete before. Again with the vague..Blah I know.. Let's just say I finally found Prince Charming and I'm not his Cinderella. It's nothing I did or am and I don't feel bad about anything or regret pursuing him even though I knew I shouldn't in the first place. I just wish circumstances were different right now..And maybe it's not over and I still could end up with my "match" someday.. Now, if you'll excuse me.. I'm going to go watch Ever After and hopefully get out the tears that have been on the edge of my eye lids since this morning. End sappy love rant.