There, see?
Dreamed this morning about being back at Y! I think this is the second time I've dreamed of getting rehired back there. In reality something that they would probably never allow and, somewhere between reality and subconscious, something I could never sustain.
I hadn't been back at the job for long before the manager needed to talk to me over various bits of sloppiness in the office, saying the wrong thing, leaving documents visible in the wrong place... stupid crap that no one ever told me about, in essence not the same stuff that got in me in trouble when I was there, but the same feeling not being allowed to know the structure and expectations around me but suffering the consequences of crossing them.
Better yet I needed to get more of my work done in a timely fashion and at this point in the dream there was a big party going on where my desk was...but of course I wasn't allowed into the party.
Futility, morbid amusement at the absurdity of my predicament. Oh, my subconscious hasn't forgotten at all.
I hadn't been back at the job for long before the manager needed to talk to me over various bits of sloppiness in the office, saying the wrong thing, leaving documents visible in the wrong place... stupid crap that no one ever told me about, in essence not the same stuff that got in me in trouble when I was there, but the same feeling not being allowed to know the structure and expectations around me but suffering the consequences of crossing them.
Better yet I needed to get more of my work done in a timely fashion and at this point in the dream there was a big party going on where my desk was...but of course I wasn't allowed into the party.
Futility, morbid amusement at the absurdity of my predicament. Oh, my subconscious hasn't forgotten at all.