I just keep getting older, yet why is it so unexpected

[gotha_pilot]

I just want to go back, why do the days keep spilling forth. They march on without me. I feel so alone in this sentiment, I can hardly type at the notion. My days feel ever so numbered. My life just seems to coast on by and I'm running out of time. Four years already. I'm almost graduating college. How did this happen? How on earth did this not feel longer? Yesterday feels like freshman year. Then the days before that were highschool. They were so long ago. I want to go back.

I'm not ready for life. I'm not ready to face myself.