Tonight I die and tomorrow I will be reborn.

[goth_snake]

Why, because I want to die. If not for the very few people who care about me, I would be in the bath tub bleeding to death as I type this. What makes people in this world so cruel

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[abysinnian99]

Don't let lowlifes get you down. I think it was totally rotten what your mother has done to you, I haven't said anything about it before because she is your Mom but damn what's trying to do, destroy you?

I think it's great though that you persevered and found a place to live.

As far as friends goes, I'm sure you have more than you think you have. I know I haven't been a good friend, but not too anyone really except to myself, my family and my co-workers now that I'm back on third shift till I leave town. I've cut myself off from nearly everyone else, just haven't had the energy, too much shit going on my head. I hope you know (and I think you do) that I still care about what happens too you even if I haven't done much to show it.

And as far as that girl and the guy she's seeing, fuck em, she obviously knows what's really been going on but for some reason she can't accept it so she's trying to make you out to be the bad guy. If you know you haven't done anything wrong just clear you life of that bullshit, you don't need it.

Well I hope your luck changes soon.

[goth_snake]

Hun, You offered to let me stay with you a few days when I needed it and that meant the world to me. I know you have been busy with life and you've always been unsociable but, you are one of my real friends. I do hope we can hang out again before you leave. I don't know we could just hang out and watch a movie at your place or something. I'd say my place but I don't have a TV. Besides if I remember correctly we live fairly close to one another. I 'm currently living across the street from Camp Randall. Anyways, I 'm sure if I have your number still but mine is 608-467-6521