Jun 28, 2010 08:31
I let myself wallow in my frustrations and dissapointments all weekend. I truly believe sometimes it is best to let pent up emotions completely overtake you, to get them out. It is Monday, so it is time to shake all that negativity off and get motivated.
My hope is to move enough in cases through July to rebuild the office cash reserves and to buy Hayley a car on her birthday. It seems like a tall order from here, but I have moved mountains before.
An interesting emotion that hit me in my self pity party was a rage against loosing what I dreamed of and was in my 20's. I was angry at the loss of inspiring music, creative videos, beautiful people, boundless optimisim, etc.
I guess the better approach is to find it again, rather than lament it. Or accept it cannot be found, if it elludes me forever.
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