*sigh* why do I care so much sometimes?
So I've met some really cool people on a community called aim_whores. And one of them is his cute guy who goes to school in South Carolina. I am a bit apprehensive about giving out my phone number to people online, but after a few conversations through AIM, I gave it to him and we talked a few times.
But the last time, he was being interupted by friends in his dorm room. I didn't like being held on the phone, because this is what my ex used to do while he played video games. It just didn't feel good to be giving up my time to listen to an internet aquiantance talk to complete strangers. So I appologized and said that I could do something else while he have his conversation.
It's just how I am. I know I'm weird, but if you want to talk to me, I'll give you my full attention. If something else comes up, I'll be honest and restart the conversation later if need be.
So I thought everything was cool and I talked to him last night. First, he's appearantly very paranoid about his employer and what things he browses while on the clock, so he didn't apreciate a tiny image I sent him the URL for of a cursor hand doing "the shocker", something he had been going on about in conversation for quite some time (seemingly to suprise me whenever he so desired in conversation). Then on top of that he said that he was frustrated from me saying I wanted to leave that last phone conversation. So I explained myself like I did above. When I said I thought I could be doing something more important with my time, he made a crack at my gender and ignored my point.
People are weird. And that boy strikes me as odd and clingy sometimes. It may have just been the lateness of the conversation, the dual points of annoyance at me, or his personality, but he seemed pissed that I have been talking with his former dorm roommate. He went on about "it'll be fun when the depression sets in" and shit like that. I only brought it up that I've been talking to the guy because I met them both through aim_whores and they list eachother as friends. But I guess that is more political than actual.
Blah!!!!!!!
-Deb
But the last time, he was being interupted by friends in his dorm room. I didn't like being held on the phone, because this is what my ex used to do while he played video games. It just didn't feel good to be giving up my time to listen to an internet aquiantance talk to complete strangers. So I appologized and said that I could do something else while he have his conversation.
It's just how I am. I know I'm weird, but if you want to talk to me, I'll give you my full attention. If something else comes up, I'll be honest and restart the conversation later if need be.
So I thought everything was cool and I talked to him last night. First, he's appearantly very paranoid about his employer and what things he browses while on the clock, so he didn't apreciate a tiny image I sent him the URL for of a cursor hand doing "the shocker", something he had been going on about in conversation for quite some time (seemingly to suprise me whenever he so desired in conversation). Then on top of that he said that he was frustrated from me saying I wanted to leave that last phone conversation. So I explained myself like I did above. When I said I thought I could be doing something more important with my time, he made a crack at my gender and ignored my point.
People are weird. And that boy strikes me as odd and clingy sometimes. It may have just been the lateness of the conversation, the dual points of annoyance at me, or his personality, but he seemed pissed that I have been talking with his former dorm roommate. He went on about "it'll be fun when the depression sets in" and shit like that. I only brought it up that I've been talking to the guy because I met them both through aim_whores and they list eachother as friends. But I guess that is more political than actual.
Blah!!!!!!!
-Deb