maybe some how youll see this
but i miss you, everything about you and im sorry i wasnt the greatest son but no matter what you were there for me dad. you were always proud of me and tried to rear me the right way. im going to miss your hugs. and how i couldnt get my arms around you cause you were to big. i know your gone dad but it fucking hurts. i hate that i didnt get to say goodbye. i hate that i didnt come see you that day. i feel like such a shitty son for not hanging out with you. for missing your call that morning and not calling you back. i have so many regrets. so many things i wish i would have gone back fixed. i love you dad and right now im fucking lost without you. i miss your laugh. the way you would yell at me when i was in trouble. your smile when i would see you for the first time in a while even though we only lived 13 miles away from eachother. i know i cant bring you back. i know i cant change our past. but i want to be the man you tried to raise me to be. i want to be even half the man that you were dad. ill always keep you in my heart and ill always love you.
rest in peace
Dale E. Metcalf
4-20-66
3-05-13
rest in peace
Dale E. Metcalf
4-20-66
3-05-13