damn the girl!
keeping me up all night on the freakin phone. i love her...but ima kill 'er. i cant wait to see her this summer. we allready planed it out too...so it should be fun.....(evil smile)..yes...very fun..ne way. yeah been all the more to long sense i posted last. lets see whats new. my dr says i have high bloodpressure....i say no duh. he says take med's. i say ok. normal ppl blood pressure-110over70. my normal bloodpressure-140over90. bloodpressure at dr office that day 160over96. so yay. i have the risk of haveing a heart attack at the age of 17...speaking of which. ima be 18 in like 60 days. yay! but the damn girl i want to be with is only 16 now bt will be 17 in june. lucky me....i feel like a pedifile. damn. ne way. yes me and this girl have like eachother off and on sense..well we both went to tracy high. now shes at another school in tracy and im in freakin harrison arkansas. kkk hometown. most of the old leaders live about 30 mins from where i am. thats down on zink rd. lol but yeah back to the girl. i worry some times like somthings not going to work out. i hope it does. like in the back of my head somethings saying, "this could be the one. dont fuck this adam. or you will regret it."....(sigh)..i don kno. i mean i love her...more then she could imagine. i always have and will too. ive had may chances to be with another woman. but i never took them i love this girl. with all my heart and soul i love her. i will untill the day i die. and with my last breath i will call out her name. and her name only. that is how much i love her.