Sunday musings
Why is it that so often these days when I go to write, the story takes on a life of its own and I never seem to get what I intended down on screen? This is happening a lot these days and I'm not sure what to do. I wanted to write something for last week's episode because I FUCKING love the episode so much and I NEED to write, but then what I type is just not what I am thinking.
sigh I suck. I have noticed there are trends in fandom. I see what others seem to like and want to read and ALWAYS end up writing the opposite. I can't seem to 'deliver the goods' as Mr. Goth says. He's been coaching me and trying to help me with my writing, (not reading but talking me through stages) and he's been such a great help. I just want to have fun and put smiles on people's faces. That last story wasn't very fun and I am still trying to figure out where it came from. He thinks I needed to exorcise my anger and frustration of life in general, but that's some serious anger if this is really the case.
Now I just want to write something fun, only Castiel wants to push Dean across the room. I suppose that's okay. He is bad ass and I love him that way. I have ALWAYS loved him that way.
When is LJ bringing back those drop down tag thingies? Seriously. Need it back now.
I will stop whining now.
sigh I suck. I have noticed there are trends in fandom. I see what others seem to like and want to read and ALWAYS end up writing the opposite. I can't seem to 'deliver the goods' as Mr. Goth says. He's been coaching me and trying to help me with my writing, (not reading but talking me through stages) and he's been such a great help. I just want to have fun and put smiles on people's faces. That last story wasn't very fun and I am still trying to figure out where it came from. He thinks I needed to exorcise my anger and frustration of life in general, but that's some serious anger if this is really the case.
Now I just want to write something fun, only Castiel wants to push Dean across the room. I suppose that's okay. He is bad ass and I love him that way. I have ALWAYS loved him that way.
When is LJ bringing back those drop down tag thingies? Seriously. Need it back now.
I will stop whining now.