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Nov 16, 2011 20:35

'Sunshine and merriment'? No way I'm taking that at face value. When have we ever had a 'civilized vacation' kinda port two months in a row?

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[Private] you_run_i_chase November 16 2011, 21:09:37 UTC

Shoot.

[Private] gotgreenmagic November 16 2011, 22:38:10 UTC

What was it like for you, when you graduated? I mean...what did you have to do?

[Private] you_run_i_chase November 17 2011, 00:04:39 UTC

I had to go home and chose not to shoot someone. I had to make the decision to stick my gun in the face of the man who killed Thomas, and my mother and not take the shot.

[Private] gotgreenmagic November 17 2011, 00:07:35 UTC

But how'd you get to that? The process of you becoming the person who'd make that decision. What was it like?

...

I...realize that isn't the most articulate question ever.

[Private] you_run_i_chase November 17 2011, 00:45:42 UTC

It was slow. And a lot of it happened without me realizing it I think. And the one day I realized that I actually wanted to get off this boat and maybe I should stop being contrary for no reason.

[Private] gotgreenmagic November 17 2011, 00:48:17 UTC

[There's a long pause. Then she just laughs under her breath.]

Yeah.

[Private] you_run_i_chase November 17 2011, 01:23:11 UTC

You at that point, Green?

[Private] gotgreenmagic November 17 2011, 01:39:16 UTC

I dunno. Things have been changing, and...yeah, I guess maybe I am.

[Private] you_run_i_chase November 17 2011, 01:56:29 UTC

It's a pain in the ass, Green, but it's worth it.

[Private] gotgreenmagic November 17 2011, 01:59:38 UTC

And how long does that take?

The last time we spoke about this you said graduating made your life worse.

[Private] you_run_i_chase November 17 2011, 02:19:13 UTC

A long fucking time.

And it took me a while to come to grips with the differences.

There are some ways I still think of myself as an inmate first, like when a warden does something stupid, but you adapt or die.

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