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i didnt realize how much it hurts to get picked up then fall flat on your face from someone..
....its a horrible feeling in my book and sick of gettin let down once again and not only letting it happen once but over and over again thinkin maybe things are different maybe that person has changed for the better and things will finally work out as i thought they might one day....but of course im just fooling myself ppl just dont change like that to often... i just wish i didnt have to be going through with it again...
.........dont you hate when ppl think they like someone but then someone else pops into the picture that u have already seen and stuff comes back and say something to you..you just get confused and lost and just screw everything over and just drop anyone and everyone thats in the picutre bc you think things could be different...
ya so anyways today was alright went to school and all that stuff...then had work and saw a budd-tay from one of my classes and talked to him for a lil bit then work was got busy as hell and i just wanted to go home right then it there bc it got sooo stressful in there with ppl askin stuipd questions meanwhile they know the answers to them...oh well im just glad to be home...hopefully things will get better tomorrow and i will be workin out at the Y and perhaps play some soccer to relive all this un-needed stress that i hate so much... im off to bed i need lots of sleep nite....
....its a horrible feeling in my book and sick of gettin let down once again and not only letting it happen once but over and over again thinkin maybe things are different maybe that person has changed for the better and things will finally work out as i thought they might one day....but of course im just fooling myself ppl just dont change like that to often... i just wish i didnt have to be going through with it again...
.........dont you hate when ppl think they like someone but then someone else pops into the picture that u have already seen and stuff comes back and say something to you..you just get confused and lost and just screw everything over and just drop anyone and everyone thats in the picutre bc you think things could be different...
ya so anyways today was alright went to school and all that stuff...then had work and saw a budd-tay from one of my classes and talked to him for a lil bit then work was got busy as hell and i just wanted to go home right then it there bc it got sooo stressful in there with ppl askin stuipd questions meanwhile they know the answers to them...oh well im just glad to be home...hopefully things will get better tomorrow and i will be workin out at the Y and perhaps play some soccer to relive all this un-needed stress that i hate so much... im off to bed i need lots of sleep nite....