Damn Insomnia!
SO yeah... Having another one of those wonderful nights in which i can't sleep for the life of me... I just got so much crap on my mind. I don't know i've pretty much been neglecting my personnel life for a while. Pretty much been putting all my time into either working or hanging with friends at my house. I haven't taken care of any of the stuff i need to do though... Like start packing, mow my backyard, take care of some of my bills, start out processing from this base altogether. I dont know... Sometimes everything just gets so overwhelming and all i want to do now is go out and have a good time. Dont get me wrong i dont mind working, actually i'd much rather work 12+ hours a day then be at home bored thinking about this crap. It's just so crazy thinking that i am actually leaving this place for good... I've been here almost 4 years now... My life has been flipped around so many times here... I'll miss this place especially my friends that have gotten me through my roughest times. On the other hand certain things i wont miss like driving near where i use to live while going to the mall... And all the crappy memories. Anyone ever feel like no matter how hard you try to fix stuff it just cant be? I hate that feeling... Mainly because i try so hard, not even to really fully fix it, but just to make it better. I dont know in my opinion everything is fixable, unless dealing with people... How much better would this world be if people just tried to fix things, and to not just hide it... Why not try and make things better? What do you really have to lose? Meh... I'm just ranting to myself, specially since only i read this lol. Ah well, gonna watch some more SuperBad!! WOoOo. Nite people who arent there lol.