Dark and grey, no sign of the sun.
There's this nice line where Emo and Jam Band meet each other, and I love it. And I don't care.
And it's called "Clementine" by Elliot Smith.
Sometimes my insides try to find ways out. Like now.
Yesterday I talked to my dad on the phone for... too long. I was really stoned and didn't feel like dancing around the questions that he didn't want the real answers to. I don't like myself much at all when I'm stoned... but much of the time that I'm stoned, I can forget all about it. I'm not sure I like myself much at all when I'm clean, either. But much of the time that I'm clean I can forget all about it, too.
Right now I think if I could do anything I wanted, and be with anyone I wanted, I'd crawl back into the womb and try to reabsorb. I feel like this pretty often.
Nate made it for 5 months here, but it was during the summer, and he had Juba. I've been here short of three months... Five months will be on February 12th...
I have so much love and no one here to give it to. So it just sizzles out.
And it's called "Clementine" by Elliot Smith.
Sometimes my insides try to find ways out. Like now.
Yesterday I talked to my dad on the phone for... too long. I was really stoned and didn't feel like dancing around the questions that he didn't want the real answers to. I don't like myself much at all when I'm stoned... but much of the time that I'm stoned, I can forget all about it. I'm not sure I like myself much at all when I'm clean, either. But much of the time that I'm clean I can forget all about it, too.
Right now I think if I could do anything I wanted, and be with anyone I wanted, I'd crawl back into the womb and try to reabsorb. I feel like this pretty often.
Nate made it for 5 months here, but it was during the summer, and he had Juba. I've been here short of three months... Five months will be on February 12th...
I have so much love and no one here to give it to. So it just sizzles out.