Trying for weekly
Ok, so I am trying to update weekly, hopfully it works out.
So yeah ... shit!!! I was about to post something but I can't cause I never know who is going to read this. Ok, hmmm.. moving on ... hmmm next topic.
OH yeah so I am creaping up on my 10 year reunion for high school and some friends I had back then started a group last summer on Myspace. Well more and more are joining and some are talking about old things.. .like at our project graduation thing we had, me and some friends did this stupid song and dance thing and we all got a tape of it. Yeah I so still have it and wathed it today. Go figure somehow we did YMCA. Yeah I so should have known back then... LOL
Ryan and I are doing really well together. We have discussed the thought of working towards a commitment ceremony next spring maybe.. .G... we just discussed that... so I was not holding that back from you. We had to go out and finance a used car for Ryan so that he had something to drive, he helped his dad sell the Explorer he was driving. It's a good thing though, his dad lent him 300 bucks to help us (him) with getting something. We just are not telling for a bit that we did get something so we don't have to pay the 300 back right away. Not that 300 is a lot but with Ryan not making a lot of money per hour, it just is not fiesable or however you spell that word. I know it is a scary step to go in together and finance a car together, but we did it. It is done. I don't see anything ocming between us really. I know everyone thinks and hopes that in there relationships, but I guess for anyone that is married or getting ready to you might know where we are at... we just know it is right. I mean yeah back in December we went through a lot of crap, some of you know more then others everything that went on... but things are really a lot different. Of course I think a lot of it for me is that I am finally ready to be settled down. I have not ever had that feeling in a long long time. Anyways, one good thing coming of us getting the car, we decided that we should quit smoking or try to that way we are not spending money on that and have it to pay car payments and the extra insurance. I am jealous about the insurance too, as I am on the car of course it lowers insurance costs for Ryan but he is 23 years old, I am 28, I remember paying huge insurance payments when I was his age. Now I was on my own policy I understand that but his insurance is costing just like 20 bucks more then what mine is. Now I am not complaining that it is so low, but back 6 years ago I could have used my insurance being that cheap too... LOL
Hmmm.. what other topics do I have, OH my job at the card shop is getting way too stressful, I need more hours. I can't get promoted cause my credit sucks and they use that as a basis or promotions, so I got passed over for a simple head cashier position. HELLO these people are just stupid, I have been in retail, sales and customer service for over 12 years. Most of that 12 years of experience was in managment roles too. But I guess experience doesn't matter. What ever happened to using credit for promotions being illegal? It isn't now and yes I checked into it. It just sucks. Now I am not going to school and can use money, but I am only getting like 10-15 hours a week. I can't live off that. I mean yeah I have the cleaning job paying well enough to pay utilities and rent, then Ryan's pays for food and supplies, but the card shop was to pay insurances caues I pay my own medical now. But so much for that. I am considering looking for a full time day job, I will kill myself but I hope I can find something. That puts me to thinking my plans for school. Still unsure what to do. We went and met the head of the hospitality and food management program. She didn't make it sould like even something worth doing, she more or less made thoughts of owning a restruant not a good plan for life more or less. No real way to make money. Had us leaving htinking WTF why do that degree program. OH and I got a parking ticket cause time ran out on the meter, but we were only in there like 1/2 hour and I paid for 45 minutes. So I could appeal but I won't. Now I have 4 tickets to pay the university... LOL I am guessing if I get another I will have a boot on my car. OH well BSU can kiss my ass!!!
So now, anyone that knows me, these are the three things I am considering and have had interest in for years. I am taking a poll to see what anyone else can see me doing with my life.. of course I know I have final say but other's input would be great and helpful.
1. Keep with Interior Design
2. Hospitaltiy and Food Management
3. Paralegal or Criminal Justice
I'll even add a couple I have thought about and stated school for years ago
4. Elementary Education
5. Finance/Accounting
Anyone that wants to give me any thoughts let me know :)
anywho... should probably get going and do something around the house...
later dayz
So yeah ... shit!!! I was about to post something but I can't cause I never know who is going to read this. Ok, hmmm.. moving on ... hmmm next topic.
OH yeah so I am creaping up on my 10 year reunion for high school and some friends I had back then started a group last summer on Myspace. Well more and more are joining and some are talking about old things.. .like at our project graduation thing we had, me and some friends did this stupid song and dance thing and we all got a tape of it. Yeah I so still have it and wathed it today. Go figure somehow we did YMCA. Yeah I so should have known back then... LOL
Ryan and I are doing really well together. We have discussed the thought of working towards a commitment ceremony next spring maybe.. .G... we just discussed that... so I was not holding that back from you. We had to go out and finance a used car for Ryan so that he had something to drive, he helped his dad sell the Explorer he was driving. It's a good thing though, his dad lent him 300 bucks to help us (him) with getting something. We just are not telling for a bit that we did get something so we don't have to pay the 300 back right away. Not that 300 is a lot but with Ryan not making a lot of money per hour, it just is not fiesable or however you spell that word. I know it is a scary step to go in together and finance a car together, but we did it. It is done. I don't see anything ocming between us really. I know everyone thinks and hopes that in there relationships, but I guess for anyone that is married or getting ready to you might know where we are at... we just know it is right. I mean yeah back in December we went through a lot of crap, some of you know more then others everything that went on... but things are really a lot different. Of course I think a lot of it for me is that I am finally ready to be settled down. I have not ever had that feeling in a long long time. Anyways, one good thing coming of us getting the car, we decided that we should quit smoking or try to that way we are not spending money on that and have it to pay car payments and the extra insurance. I am jealous about the insurance too, as I am on the car of course it lowers insurance costs for Ryan but he is 23 years old, I am 28, I remember paying huge insurance payments when I was his age. Now I was on my own policy I understand that but his insurance is costing just like 20 bucks more then what mine is. Now I am not complaining that it is so low, but back 6 years ago I could have used my insurance being that cheap too... LOL
Hmmm.. what other topics do I have, OH my job at the card shop is getting way too stressful, I need more hours. I can't get promoted cause my credit sucks and they use that as a basis or promotions, so I got passed over for a simple head cashier position. HELLO these people are just stupid, I have been in retail, sales and customer service for over 12 years. Most of that 12 years of experience was in managment roles too. But I guess experience doesn't matter. What ever happened to using credit for promotions being illegal? It isn't now and yes I checked into it. It just sucks. Now I am not going to school and can use money, but I am only getting like 10-15 hours a week. I can't live off that. I mean yeah I have the cleaning job paying well enough to pay utilities and rent, then Ryan's pays for food and supplies, but the card shop was to pay insurances caues I pay my own medical now. But so much for that. I am considering looking for a full time day job, I will kill myself but I hope I can find something. That puts me to thinking my plans for school. Still unsure what to do. We went and met the head of the hospitality and food management program. She didn't make it sould like even something worth doing, she more or less made thoughts of owning a restruant not a good plan for life more or less. No real way to make money. Had us leaving htinking WTF why do that degree program. OH and I got a parking ticket cause time ran out on the meter, but we were only in there like 1/2 hour and I paid for 45 minutes. So I could appeal but I won't. Now I have 4 tickets to pay the university... LOL I am guessing if I get another I will have a boot on my car. OH well BSU can kiss my ass!!!
So now, anyone that knows me, these are the three things I am considering and have had interest in for years. I am taking a poll to see what anyone else can see me doing with my life.. of course I know I have final say but other's input would be great and helpful.
1. Keep with Interior Design
2. Hospitaltiy and Food Management
3. Paralegal or Criminal Justice
I'll even add a couple I have thought about and stated school for years ago
4. Elementary Education
5. Finance/Accounting
Anyone that wants to give me any thoughts let me know :)
anywho... should probably get going and do something around the house...
later dayz