heartbroken

[gotdance28]

okay this is like the 3rd time ive had to type this because i kept accidently hitting back. but today one of my best friend went behind my back and did the unthinkable. and i feel really lame because i never run to a girl when i need help, i always end up running to chris. so i found out before pe, great news for chris because hes in my pe period. so a kid asked if i liked this one kid and of course i didnt think about what to say so i ended up saying - who told you? pretty obivious that it was me that liked him not someone else. and it just so that happened chris was right in front of me. i punched his backpack like 5 times whispering o crap o crap o crap. he got mad and started getting mad at me, but thats alright i didnt care because i had other things to be scarred about. i was hoping that it was a good sign telling him that i needed to talk to him, of course it didnt work. so went through pe being incredibly mad and depressed. then njhs, great fun yet again because the kid i like is in njhs also. but im not mad at the person that said something to give it away because its impossible to be mad at her for that. but if the kid i like is reading this-- you probably think im a geek for not telling you but here it is I LOVE YOU and i dont care who knows it because like before you wont like me back.

no heart this time. sorry