For Wilson, at the apartment, NFB, and please no interruptions

Nov 20, 2005 16:56

House lay in the bed until he simply couldn't stand it any more. His body felt heavy, and he ended up crawling on all fours -well, three- to get to the bathroom. His mouth felt dry and disgusting, and he brushed his teeth even though he hadn't eaten, and wouldn't eat. Couldn't eat. The very thought of food made him nauseous, and he threw up in the ( Read more... )

making up, crutches, forgiveness, wilson

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gotcanewillpoke November 21 2005, 00:18:11 UTC
House listened to Wilson talk, pained by his words, and entranced by his voice. It was heartbreak and desperation at every turn, and somewhere along the way, House shifted and nearly lay against Wilson on the matress, keeping upright just enough that Wilson's head remained on his lap, and pausing only when Wilson reached for the water, House stroked and caressed his hair and the side of his face.

"Animals are very perceptive to human emotions," he commented softly after the tale of he duck. That, was just odd. But in Fandom, House had learned not to question certain things.

"You have been invaluable to me over the last five years. I've never trusted people, as a rule. My father taught me that. But I trusted you, and I trusted Stacy. When she betrayed me, and it left only you...I know I fought you every step of the way for a long time, but deep down, I trusted you. I trusted you because you never backed down. No matter what stupid punk stunts I pulled...Any normal person would have hit the door running the other way, not towards me when I was throwing bedpans and food trays. I had a weak moment yeasterday, because...Because I was tired and my leg hurt like hell andwhat you were saying was something I couldn't understand. I've had time to numb the pain and...and realise just how much I love you, I need you, I trust you."

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dr_jwilsonmd November 21 2005, 00:36:37 UTC
"I needed you to be strong." Again, Wilson admitted to the truth but he shifted a little so that he lay close to his lover, soaking up his warmth.

"And you needed me to be able to give you a better answer then I did." He said softly.

"We're only human, Greg. We both made mistakes last night won't be the last time." There was a thread of soft humor and also the unspoken promise that they would be together the next time as well.

"Just...I love you, House. Please never doubt that." He closed his eyes and turned so that he could bury his face in House's abdomen. It was an unspoken plea for House not to make him talk anymore, an unspoken plea for his lover to hold him.

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gotcanewillpoke November 21 2005, 00:41:19 UTC
"I know. It's okay. I's all right. I know." House murmured softly, He nearly pulled away slightly, just long enough to get his leg situated out of the way, the settled back in quietly against Wilson, arms around him, head bent to press his lips to his lover's temple.

He closed his eyes and just held on tight, rocking ever so gently, because it comforted him so he knew it must comfort Wilson too.

After a while, House sat up, and rolled his head from side to side to work a kink out of his shoulders. "You need a warm bath. Doctor's orders. Then, if you're up for it, I want to take you to the Fiare like we talked about earlier in the week." Before the crisis at the clinic.

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dr_jwilsonmd November 21 2005, 00:53:31 UTC
The rocking was comforting and Wilson felt himself skirting the edge of falling asleep but he forcefully yanked himself back awake, worried that if he fell asleep now, he'd end up wide awake at 1 in the morning.

"Could I have some toast, as well? My stomach's been a wreck most of the weekend."

It was hard, felt strange to be the one asking for something from House but Wilson knew that he needed his lover right now, perhaps more than he'd ever needed him in the past. He simply...couldn't do it all, even though that never seemed to stop him from trying.

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gotcanewillpoke November 21 2005, 00:58:40 UTC
"I'll get you some toast, you get in the shower." With a little luck and cooperation from his weary body, he'd be able to get to the kitchen and have a plate of toast ready by the time Wilson finished in the bathroom.

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dr_jwilsonmd November 21 2005, 01:30:58 UTC
"Thank you, Greg." Wilson whispered, softly but with genuine warmth and thankfulness.

He really was, just so damn thankful that House was still there, that House still wanted him there, it was hard to let his lover pull away but he knew House was right, he needed to get into a hot shower and try to chase away the chill that had settled into his body or else he was going to join Jack in the Clinic.

Standing up, he kept close so that House could reach for him if he needed him but otherwise busied himself with stripping out of his bloodstained clothes.

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gotcanewillpoke November 21 2005, 01:36:14 UTC
House got to his feet slowly. "My cane..." he closed his eyes, he really had no idea where he'd put it, "should be around here somewhere." Well, he did have more than one. Just the one he liked best was the one he used. He made the jump to the closet, just a few feet away, and dug out one of the spares.

He set it to the ground, and made a face at it, realising it wasn't goingto help him much at the moment. "You. Shower." he said with a gentle firmness. "You want water or coffee? We're out of everything else."

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dr_jwilsonmd November 21 2005, 01:42:07 UTC
"Water, please. I'm skirting the fine line of dehydration." Wilson admitted as he moved towards the shower. Standing in the doorway he tackled the problem of just how to get out of his boxers.

"You''hould get crutches, House. You're going to need them for a couple of days or I'll have to pick your ass up off the floor...which I don't know if I can do."

Wriggling out of the burgundy silk, Wilson tossed them towards the hamper, unselfconscious about his nakedness, his total and utter vulnerability in front of the older man.

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gotcanewillpoke November 21 2005, 01:52:29 UTC
He made it difficult for Hosue to protest, but he could see that Wilson was struggling with the boxers, with the vulnerability hat came with raw nakedness. Even now...So, he had to at least make a token objection to the crutches. He sighed and shook his head, even as he moved, slowly and delinberately to the door.

"You know I hate those things..." He growled, more to himself than to Wilson. They reminded him of a time he'd rather not remmeber. But, for Wilson he'd do it. Because there was no way he was going in to town on the cane.

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dr_jwilsonmd November 21 2005, 01:57:14 UTC
"I know." Wilson admitted as he walked into the bathroom and reached to start the shower. Nice thing about the apartment's size, they could call back and forth to one another and hear each other no matter where they were.

"Don't care. Crutches."

Crawling into the shower, Wilson nearly cried out when the hot water hit his hyperchilled skin. Suddenly, sitting down seemed like a really good idea and so he did just that, sliding down along the shower stall wall to sit curled up beneath the pummeling warmth of the falling spray.

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gotcanewillpoke November 21 2005, 02:03:33 UTC
House debated about turning around and going back. The heat would help his leg too, but he'd seen the vulnerable look that crossed Wilson's face when he slid out of his boxers. The younger doctor, House sensed, needed a few minutes alone.

He'd been through two days of pure trauma, both clinical and personal. House had been a huge factor in that. And House wasn't a fool. He knew when to back off.

Besides, he had things to do. Crutches, from the coat closet out by the door to the clinic, because he refused to keep them in the bedroom. Then toast and water for Wilson.

He took a moment to go into the clinic to get an Ace bandage to wrap around his leg to insulate it from the cold, ran a quick check on the patients still tucked away in exam rooms, and went back tot he apartment before he could be missed.

He paused at the bedroom door. "Everything okay in there?"

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dr_jwilsonmd November 21 2005, 02:18:51 UTC
Wilson was actually grateful for the quiet. It was hard for him to completely let down when someone was around and sometimes a person just needed to huddle in the shower alone.

Eventually he pushed his way back up to his feet and reached for the shampoo, it was going to take a couple of washes to get the blood out of his hair, he also needed to shave.

The younger doctor was finishing up with the razor when House called out to him and he nodded, wiping the remains of the cream off his face with a towel.

"Yes, I'll be right out."

Hissing through the application of aftershave, Wilson redressed himself in deliberately warm clothes and headed out towards the small kitchen. He still looked rough, gaunt and worn but his color was more normal and his eyes were a little more alert as he moved towards the toast.

"Blackraspberry jelly?" Hopeful!

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gotcanewillpoke November 21 2005, 02:29:59 UTC
"Do you doubt me?" House blinked his baby blues at his lover with an impish sort of smile.

He sat at the small table, pants dropped around his ankles so he could wrap his thigh. He secured the bandage and stood just long enough to refasten his slacks.

He settled and smiled at Wilson. "You look a hundred percent better."

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dr_jwilsonmd November 21 2005, 02:50:45 UTC
Wilson fell on the carb kick like the starved man he was, layering a thick gooey spread of blackraspberry jelly across the dry toast and biting into it.

The purple ring on his lips stood out against his pale skin as he licked at it hungrilly.

"Hard to have looked worse, unless I was dead." He pointed out with a sort of clinical detatchment that spoke to the fact that he'd diagnosed himself in the mirror. "It's probably a good thing the school will be quiet for the holiday, if I don't end up with a cold..."

He let the words trail off so that he could bite into the toast against, the smallest of shrugs from his shoulders and after a moment's thought he looked up at House.

"How...I mean what do you want to do for Thanksgiving?"

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gotcanewillpoke November 21 2005, 02:56:44 UTC
House watched Wilson dig in to the toast as if it were a three course meal. He had to stifle a bit of laughter at the sight of the jelly smeared across his lips.

"I wish I could contridict that, but you were looking like the walking dead." House quirked the slightest of smile to lessen the truth of his words. "We both were."

He scratched his chin. "Thanksgiving...That's this week, isn't it?" He made a face that clearly showed he just hadn't realised the date. "Probably won't be much to do around here. What do you want to do?" He reached across the table to clasp Wilson's arm.

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dr_jwilsonmd November 21 2005, 03:04:38 UTC
Letting his arm rest beneath House's touch, Wilson reached for his water glass and sipped at it thoughtfully.

"I think ... we should cook. We're two relatively intelligent men, we get a receipe book, the ingredients and...we cook."

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