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Somehow i've done a lot more growing up over the past....week? Odd i know. But hey, whatever works i suppose. To anyone who hasnt seen the film Gaden State...get off you're ass, its frickin fantastic. also, download the soundtrack it is also frickin fantastic. Not much to really update other than personal growth it all appears to be more of the same, i sleep, i work, i go out occasionaly, and its driving me nuts. this cycle of monotony needs to end....now...and it needs to be replaced by some book learnin'...i think this is the first time in about 3 years where i just cant wait for school to start...granted ill be most likely moving into the Kales Building http://www.kales76.com/photos.html which is going to be frickin sweet...i need to be on my own again...living at home is nice cuz theres always food and a steady flow of money and the amenities are nice and blah blah, but it lacks a sense of independece....even though my parents will be paying for my apartment...shut up...but ya, i still need to do my orientation...thats the shittiest part of changing schools all the time...you can never get comfortable...and you always have to get an orientation that tells you the same crap in a different location...i havent taken my mood stabalizers in a long time...and i feel better now than i ever did on them....i just dont know how sustainable the feeling is....that seems to be my reoccuring theme of failure...is just sticking shit out for long enough...or even remotely seeing it through....i always start off great...then just kinda crap out part way through and it turns into a human train wreck....that wont happen this time through i hope...the only downside....is that i will be very, very lonely at my new place...i dont really know anyone going to wayne or that is thinking about living downtown....so if you are one of those people or know someone, let me know...cuz i am going to be one lonely white jewish bastard in d-town...whelp, work is soonish...later