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Where to start...hmmm...I got to see Sarah on Saturday and it was very cool. We got opera tortes and orangina and it was very great b/c just, yay for seeing sarah! It was good to get to tell her my random stories. I've determined that I don't want to be home over the summer, nothing against my family, I just don't want to be with them. After some events of the past week or so I've realized how close I've grown to some of my friends here, and leaving for the summer is going to be really hard. It might be good to distance myself from some people in particular, but yeah, I'm not exactly sure how I feel about a lot of things right now, but I know I'm going to be sad not seeing them. I feel like I keep making the same kinds of mistakes, expecting something else. Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results...I think it's then fair to say that I am insane...so be it.
I don't want it to be summer. I'm ready for a break from classes but that's it. I don't want to live at home any more, I like it too much living anyplace else...doing my own thing. One possibly good thing about summer will be work. What's scary is the possibility that I might join the food lion crew, for the summer at least. My boss is selling the pet store, and though the new guy says he'll keep on the staff, it makes my job very iffy and having a job this summer is a MUST. If I can manage to work two jobs, I'm going to. I also need to find a volunteer thing to do over the summer, preferably at the hospital. Not only will that add up to more time that I won't be home, but also, I need as much volunteer/medical experience time as possible. I went to a thing at my school the other week where the dean of admissions at ECU's medical school was talking. They only let in 72 students a year and get over 750 applications. The proportions are similar at other medical schools. Basically I've determined that it's gonna take a hell of a lot to get me into med school, but right now, those are still my plans...I don't know what else to choose at this point, I couldn't think of an alternate major that I would enjoy.
I believe that's all for my rants and random things right now, but there may be more coming up.
I don't want it to be summer. I'm ready for a break from classes but that's it. I don't want to live at home any more, I like it too much living anyplace else...doing my own thing. One possibly good thing about summer will be work. What's scary is the possibility that I might join the food lion crew, for the summer at least. My boss is selling the pet store, and though the new guy says he'll keep on the staff, it makes my job very iffy and having a job this summer is a MUST. If I can manage to work two jobs, I'm going to. I also need to find a volunteer thing to do over the summer, preferably at the hospital. Not only will that add up to more time that I won't be home, but also, I need as much volunteer/medical experience time as possible. I went to a thing at my school the other week where the dean of admissions at ECU's medical school was talking. They only let in 72 students a year and get over 750 applications. The proportions are similar at other medical schools. Basically I've determined that it's gonna take a hell of a lot to get me into med school, but right now, those are still my plans...I don't know what else to choose at this point, I couldn't think of an alternate major that I would enjoy.
I believe that's all for my rants and random things right now, but there may be more coming up.