I Know Were Cool
As I took my last trip to Thunder Bay I saw tons of people that I just needed to see. I drove up from Nipigon and stayed at Kates house for two nights. I can’t believe how much I miss everything about Thunder Bay. I was driving around in the great old car with pimped out sound system which made our ride that much cooler. I saw Heather, Sam, Kyle, Mike, Kayla, and most importantly Miss Nadine.
This time when I spent time with her it was different. The reason for this I believe is because I think I found someone else. A quote from a friend “the only way to get over one bitch is to move on to the next one”. I found a real and down to earth person that is good to me and not just for the money like some would like to think. Her name is not important but she is. I don’t know if I love her? But I can tell you that things are going well so far. Now back to Miss Nadine, I found a new feeling for her and I think it was friendship. I realized finally that their was no longer a chance for us to be together. Eight months later, finally. I know that I was always love her but now it’s that different kind of love. The feeling is very hard to write down but most of you must know what I am talking about. Even though I can’t describe it I know I will always feel it where ever I go for the rest of my life. Nadine and I spent some of the best times of my life together. We were best friends and had some kind of weird connection that will last a life time. As we grow apart I know that I will always have these great places and great times to look back on and the only prove we have is pictures and memories. I can remember one of the very first places we went too. Not to far from her house but it was a special place to us and it’s a place that only we know. Someday I would love to go back their. The feelings that I felt with her were so far from each other. I have never felt so low and so high, so in pieces, so together, so destroyed and so complete. I know now that Miss Nadine and I will always be their for each other no madder what the distance and most importantly after all that we’ve been through “I know were Cool”.
When I was in T-Bay I went out to nice restaurants, went to beautiful locations all over the city. The lookout was wonderful, going up their and smoking weed with the best of people. Getting drunk in Nipigon and having my own party at my dads. T-Bay and Nipigon are were my heart is. Sometimes I wish I still lived their but then I go out to the bar dancing and I am like “well fuck that”. LOL kidding
Love D
I will finish this when I get back from Toronto
This time when I spent time with her it was different. The reason for this I believe is because I think I found someone else. A quote from a friend “the only way to get over one bitch is to move on to the next one”. I found a real and down to earth person that is good to me and not just for the money like some would like to think. Her name is not important but she is. I don’t know if I love her? But I can tell you that things are going well so far. Now back to Miss Nadine, I found a new feeling for her and I think it was friendship. I realized finally that their was no longer a chance for us to be together. Eight months later, finally. I know that I was always love her but now it’s that different kind of love. The feeling is very hard to write down but most of you must know what I am talking about. Even though I can’t describe it I know I will always feel it where ever I go for the rest of my life. Nadine and I spent some of the best times of my life together. We were best friends and had some kind of weird connection that will last a life time. As we grow apart I know that I will always have these great places and great times to look back on and the only prove we have is pictures and memories. I can remember one of the very first places we went too. Not to far from her house but it was a special place to us and it’s a place that only we know. Someday I would love to go back their. The feelings that I felt with her were so far from each other. I have never felt so low and so high, so in pieces, so together, so destroyed and so complete. I know now that Miss Nadine and I will always be their for each other no madder what the distance and most importantly after all that we’ve been through “I know were Cool”.
When I was in T-Bay I went out to nice restaurants, went to beautiful locations all over the city. The lookout was wonderful, going up their and smoking weed with the best of people. Getting drunk in Nipigon and having my own party at my dads. T-Bay and Nipigon are were my heart is. Sometimes I wish I still lived their but then I go out to the bar dancing and I am like “well fuck that”. LOL kidding
Love D
I will finish this when I get back from Toronto