What a Tool!
What a love of my life? Even though I only spend a day with her, things got weirder than I could have ever expected. I wanted to see her and spend time with her, I really did. I quickly found out that it was not easier said than done. In the car she was holding my hand and that was something I was not prepared to do. When I was with her it was just like old times minus all the fooling around. I loved every minute of it. I wish very much that I would have spent more time with her. I need to clear my feeling about her and I don’t know how to do that. I know that I am over her but the feelings will always be there. I’d love to go to a spot only we know. I little place under a bridge where we first hung out together alone. My life with her will always stay the same, I will be jealous, things will be weird, and I will always love her. As my days go by I learn to think of others and slowly lose the faith that I had set in my mind that we would someday be together.
As I see myself these days, I am having more fun than I could have ever imagined. Cleaning Mel’s dumpy apartment, hanging at Ron’s, talking to megs about everything and anything, playing monopoly, dancing at the clubs, not going to prom, planning my future. I hope someday to become a High School Principal. I hope that one day all of my life ambitions will come true even though I know for sure one wont.
I went up to Thunder Bay last weekend. I had a blast, I mean, and what can I say. I hung with Kait and Sam. I saw the new Star Wars movie again. I smoked-a-da-pot as Ron’s would say. I saw so many old friends when I went to school. I could have not been happier. Its funny sometimes that the last day you spend somewhere is the happiest. I had a total blast. I ran through a sprinkler, took a thousand pictures, danced, drove around, and hung with my closest friends. I could have not asked for more when I went back to T-Bay. Oh and I went to Nipigon too. Good Times
I see some dreams that I am having coming true more and more often. Its weird but I actually have Megs believing me now. She had her doubts but now as she see’s them happening she cant help but believe. Sometimes I must say I hope that the dreams don’t come true because most are not so good and most are about my friends.
Need a Job to Fuel my Kok Addiction!!!! LOL JK GUYS
I am quitting in a week from today. Oh and I quit smoking the other day. YAY ME!!!
Weird things I have to say….
I love how Miss .N has nothing to say about me in her L.J. Not even bad things
I love how I know that Crystal stole the shit from my house and that Megs knew all along. Oh and how megs is going to visit her and steel the shit back before I do.
I love Mel’s New Place!!
Y does their have to be a god dam meaning behind sex!!! God dam it. Sex is sex and i am winning ron's you bitch!!! LOL
I love how I am no one and have no one.
Love D
As I see myself these days, I am having more fun than I could have ever imagined. Cleaning Mel’s dumpy apartment, hanging at Ron’s, talking to megs about everything and anything, playing monopoly, dancing at the clubs, not going to prom, planning my future. I hope someday to become a High School Principal. I hope that one day all of my life ambitions will come true even though I know for sure one wont.
I went up to Thunder Bay last weekend. I had a blast, I mean, and what can I say. I hung with Kait and Sam. I saw the new Star Wars movie again. I smoked-a-da-pot as Ron’s would say. I saw so many old friends when I went to school. I could have not been happier. Its funny sometimes that the last day you spend somewhere is the happiest. I had a total blast. I ran through a sprinkler, took a thousand pictures, danced, drove around, and hung with my closest friends. I could have not asked for more when I went back to T-Bay. Oh and I went to Nipigon too. Good Times
I see some dreams that I am having coming true more and more often. Its weird but I actually have Megs believing me now. She had her doubts but now as she see’s them happening she cant help but believe. Sometimes I must say I hope that the dreams don’t come true because most are not so good and most are about my friends.
Need a Job to Fuel my Kok Addiction!!!! LOL JK GUYS
I am quitting in a week from today. Oh and I quit smoking the other day. YAY ME!!!
Weird things I have to say….
I love how Miss .N has nothing to say about me in her L.J. Not even bad things
I love how I know that Crystal stole the shit from my house and that Megs knew all along. Oh and how megs is going to visit her and steel the shit back before I do.
I love Mel’s New Place!!
Y does their have to be a god dam meaning behind sex!!! God dam it. Sex is sex and i am winning ron's you bitch!!! LOL
I love how I am no one and have no one.
Love D