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Since I met you. this house has started to decay and every wall that once was clean has turned a shade of grey.

So much to rescue. So much you just can't understand. Now the streets are dark and empty and the problems in our hands.

I cant leave you- see back home my house is falling down.

I cant leave you and back home my house is falling down.

Since I

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ah peter.

what you getting yourself all worked up for when your on your own? shouldnt listen to patrick it makes you think too much. i aint gonna break your heart you daft sod im marrying you aint i.

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I hate this feeling.

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what feeling? pete, talk to me. what you worrying about? you want me to come home?

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Just. Nothing goes right for us, nothing works out ever, we were gonna leave school and prove them all wrong and then we couldnt even do that cause we fell apart and then we were fighting and we were gonna make it so no one would ever try fight us again but that didn't work we just got higher up in regard with one group of men and then we were gonna leave it but they followed us and I had a good job and maybe could have got a name for myself and then I jacked it in and now don't ever got any money and I owe Connally a job now and people are so up themselves about us doing shit like that what we fucking said we did from the start but now I cant say nowt to anyone about it and so everything goes backwards to how we want it so why would anything be simple for us.

No you don't have to come home I've just drunk too much and on my own and thinking thats all. I love you.

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christ pete, breathe would you?

no, nowts ever gone right for us has it? but thats just it, we keep fighting, and as long as weve got each other its alright. itll be alright. fuck what anybody else thinks. they dont matter. always been just us. we do alright really and we aint got nothing to prove to nobody cos nobody else means a thing. we do what we have to do to get by and aint nobody else gonna ever understand that so fuck em. you do that job for connally and youre square and then we decide if we wanna do more, alright? dont you worry about that yet.

dont like you on your own when youre like this though. aye lad i know, i love you too.

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Don’t.

But it shouldn't just BE fighting all the time it aint fair! Whys it got to be fighting all the time, whys all the best people we know always have to fucking struggle to just fucking continue on, why aint no one made it what we know, someone what’s had it tough, no ones done anything cause we cant, most people don’t even know what i wanted cause its fuckin stupid even saying it so they get all fuckin self righteous that I got to write but I aint ever wanted to be a writer they don't get it, and that was hand outs anyway, and other people DO matter though dont they? It does matter even though it shouldn't mattered everyone’s a fucking hypocrite. I cant help but worry about it cause it affects everything.

I can't cope without you here anymore its pathetic. Its so PATHETIC.

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i just meant take a minute, youre getting yourself all worked up and you need to take a breath.

life aint fair sometimes, and i dont know why it just aint. some people got it easy and some people like us dont. i aint saying its right its just the way it is and i hate it just as much as you do. i hate that you never got to do what you really wanted to do. it aint stupid having dreams peter dont ever say that. i know you never wanted to be a writer, but you were good at that job. you were one of the best workers they had at that place so it werent handouts or charity. dan and jon aint like that anyway, they gave you that job cos they thought you were good enough for it, thats all of it. the ONLY person that matters to me is you. i couldnt give a flying fuck what anybody else thinks, of you, of me, of us, anything. they are all hypocrits the lot of them, they dont know what its like to be us and they dont know what weve been through. well deal with it together though, it aint just you thats gotta handle everything you aint on your own.

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I wish we could live somewhere like jupiter :(

I think I'm ok now. I woke up the puppies by accident and they've gone all fussy so They've come up on the bed. Sham is on my shoulder- has anyone told him he's not a parrot?

I love you. Come home early tomorrow. And bring greggs. Im gonna have a cuddle with my pups and try going to sleep x x x x x x x x x

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aye.

ah, you and those pups. dont think theres much point trying to tell that little scamp anything.

aye alright, ill bring greggs. you sleep alright, i miss you, best still have some cuddles left for me in the morning. love you too. x

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Crawl in with me and kiss me awake :)

xxx

[thisisastitchup]

hmmm. i think that could be arranged.

sleep well baby, ill see you in the morning. x