LOST
wow...i don't even know where to begin. today started off pretty good, then i poped in a movie "The Hot chick". pretty good movie if i might say, but ya my dad and my step mom have never seen it so they came into the part where the the guy was saying some guy was hot and i laughed, the first thing my step mom said was that is sick. i was like no because the girl had switched places with the guy and that she was just being her self. any ways it got to point where my dad started talking to me about how being gay was bad and i was like no it's not, and he was just saying he remembers me telling him that i was gay, and siad he was ok with that as long as i didn't go around telling people i was gay or having rainbow stuff on me. i was in shock, i totally thought he would be cool with me, he was telling me i need to tone it down a bit beacause he has been getting threats to me, from guys threatening to beat me up. I don't know what to do any more i can't just stop being who i am. why is it so wrong to be happy with who i am. he told me if things get bad enough that if i wanted to go home i could. I do want to go home, but i want to get to know him, i want to be a part of his life. he told me i was the one in the wrong and i need to stop showing my gayness. that hurt. I just don't know what to do......
~love, Rae
~love, Rae